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the main thing i wanna address from my callout is being told i fetishize black people. i take things like this very seriously and i am genuinely upset that i am viewed this way
i donāt think i fetishize black people, but if my actions have made it appear that way then i want to change that. i donāt think i flirt with my black mutuals any more than my nonblack mutuals, and that was the only thing that was pointed out to me
if anyone has other evidence or whatever for it, i genuinely want to receive it and change this behavior because i do not want to act in a way that shows that i fetishize black people
i am genuinely sorry about this and it is painful to me that i have hurt other people in this way. i genuinely want to change but i understand if my actions have already made people want to stay away from me.
for the priv tweets: they were both vent tweets, the one about calling men lesbians had nothing to do with he/him lesbians specifically and was just referring to the fact that any sort of genderbend makes me incredibly uncomfortable
i wonāt tell people not to make those jokes and i donāt think theyāre wrong but they do honestly make me uncomfortable and thatās something iāve expressed on this account as well before. as a trans person, any form of calling a character a gender that theyāre not makes me
uncomfortable and dysphoric. iām not saying it is bad or transphobic for other people to say that but it upsets me and iām honestly not going to take back what i said. i was venting and i still stand by it
the gofundme tweet was also me venting. i had recently seen several tweets that had gotten way more attention than mine in way less time than mine had been up and i was upset and frustrated that mine didnāt get as much attention.
i never said that i didnāt want other peopleās tweets to get attention or that they didnāt deserve it from their gofundmes, i was just frustrated and wished that mine had gotten more attention because iāve been dealing with my deadname a lot lately and was dysphoric about it
i honestly donāt think either of the things i said were inappropriate but i understand if people want to softblock or unfollow me over it
i stand by what i said about the ccp, itās right in my carrd that iām a marxist leninist and i do not believe western propaganda about there being a genocide or concentration camps in china and there are easy to find resources dispelling CIA propaganda about china
i know there was other stuff in the callout, iāll deal with it as i have the time to and iāll try to answer dms
