to be transparent i& #39;m really having one of those weeks where it feels impossible to be positive. between existential doom every time i think about the election, to the fact that I can& #39;t work, to looming winter. It just sucks. & i& #39;m trying to tell myself its ok to feel like this

I try my best to be appreciative of what I do have, I just go though periods where my mental health is so low because of all of the what ifs. I feel like i& #39;ve lost so much of my sense of self this year and I don& #39;t know when I& #39;ll find it again

i just miss when I felt like I had any sense of control over my life. I miss when it felt like /my/ life, mistakes and all. I miss feeling human.

I try not to unload on the TL all too often...but I& #39;ve been known to not open up so I feel like expressing it to everyone. Because i know i& #39;m not alone in this feeling. sending love to everyone

anyway i ordered sushi because i deserve it, and I& #39;m going to watch scrubs. that& #39;s self care right?