I've been going through a very femme phase recently. Not sure where it came from but suddenly I wanna look all soft & femme again & I enjoy putting on make-up almost every day & I am thinking about wearing a dress on Saturday and... what?

I'm happy with it, just confused

I think part of it is just that I like to change things up & get frustrated with one look if I go with it for too long.

But another part is that I used that more rugged, angry exterior to protect myself. To harden myself against pain.

I think I wanna be soft again for a while.

I'm sure I'll bring out my shell again once things become too much. That's ok. But right now I have the strength to be soft & vulnerable & at the end of the day, that is my core, my truest self. So as long as I can, I will allow myself to be all that. I am always happier with it.