I’m not embarrassed or ashamed of my story, my recovery, or any bumps in the journey. I openly share because I believe that education is the best fight against stigma in mental health battles.
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So, with that said: I attempted suicide on October 16th. The margin between success and failure was razor thin, but I remain above ground. I spent a week in the hospital, and have had a couple of outpatient IV interventions since discharge.
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I continue (and may always continue) to struggle, feelings of hopelessness and emptiness overtake me at times.
I don’t believe in “meant to be.” All I know is I have to keep fighting. If i never find the answer, so be it.
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But the only way to be defeated in this battle is to stop trying to heal. A successful suicide would be the ultimate example of losing the battle. So, for now, I have a second chance at life.
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