Napaisip tuloy ako kung bakit ayaw ko bumalik sa black hair. Maybe it's a symbolism of the days where I wasn't broken and I know I'm not totally healed yet so I dye my hair to pretend that I've changed or to have another chance to restart.

Just maybe.

Maybe I dye my hair to have a sense of control over my life. That I chose to do it and I like doing it. With every color, I experience something new.
Maybe the 'first times'. With every color, a set of memories to look back to. Some kind of diary.

I met him when I had black hair. Tried moving on and getting my life back together the first time I bleached my hair. Green reminds me of my friend who's the reason why I enjoy dyeing my hair. It also reminds me of another guy. Peach for my graduation. Blue was a blur.

Purple really made me feel good; galaxy feels. Teal for no rome. Red is always about Paramore. Orange for Halloween. Brown was used during my kalat days.

Maybe for others it's just a 'color'. It's totally fine. I understand. We all have stories that are left untold. Feelings that we never express.

this thread is just what my scorpio moon feels expressed by my pisces mercury