tw // grooming

pyrocynical groomed me, and i have screenshots to prove it. I've been sitting thinking about this shit nonstop, being angry, confused, and sad that I've had to accept this since i was 15, but i never said anything cus i felt powerless

What he sent ranged from drawn nsfw to fetishy YouTube videos, and he'd ask me to compile shit for him using tags that he liked on certain websites. At 15 i obviously did it cus he's fucking pyrocynical. i was just happy to be talking to him, and i was trying to continue that

i have discord screenshots going back 4 years proving all of this and idk if i should post em here but i may. either way, I'm done sitting here being quiet about it when i know mad people went through the same shit, but are extremely traumatised and scared of talking about it