Won't be able to do events (even online) until January because of work but i think i'm ready to "reclaim" vgc from those who made the experience miserable for me.

I'm not perfect. I've said things i could have worded nicer. But i haven't done anything wrong.

Or rather, the things i did do wrong I owned up to and apologized and grew from it. But at the heart&core of it all, i'm not a bad person. Heck people who made me feel that way.

I'm angry and done waiting for apologies I'll never get. I love this game. I just wanna play gdi.

Most if not all the people i'm talking about are blocked. I don't feel comfortable with the idea of them interacting anymore. They had their chance to give me an apology (or at LEAST try to talk things out) and i chose my peace of mind over waiting for apologies i'll never get.

However, if they somehow come across this thread, then I'd like to say I hope that they've changed and grew as people and are now kinder and more understanding.

I have a lot of emotions to sort through, and i don't want to rely on their actions for the healing I need.