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Imagine your oshis knowing that they're just some charas in a phone game & can only say those predetermined dialogues but inside- they're watching you. Whether you're happy, sad, etc.. they know.
And that's enough for them. Even if they can't tell you what THEY really feel.
And that's enough for them. Even if they can't tell you what THEY really feel.
They can't even comfort you on your lowest moment (that they badly want to change) but knowing how it already makes you smile after you saw them makes it less guilty for them that they can't comfort you personally
Or how it embarrased them to no end or find it amusing when you put up some sort of shrine or offering for them whenever you try to pull for their limited cards
How it warms their heart whenever you (try to) rank for events that they're in it even though they're just the R card. All of them are slightly concern (except for Itaru maybe) when you spend money just for them since they can't even do the same for you
It started out as a curiosity for them- they don't know you at first but as you strenghten their cards, put them on your home screen, squeeling at them and just be your adorable self, they can't help but be drawn to you and finally, love you as much as you love them
It still made them sad that they can't talk to you personally, they want to tell you how they really feel and not just those predetermined dialogues. They want to let you know that they are very happy that you chose them as your main even if there are also some charas you like-
They want to talk to you about how your day was, your favorite food, your dislikes and goals in life (even if they know all of these from observing you at the other side of the screen) but they want to know it from TALKING to you and not just OBSERVING you
They want to feel your warmth and cuddle with you when you accidentally slept while playing, know how delicious your cooking is when you cooked yourself some food in the middle of the night, want to teach you a subject that you have difficulty on but it's not a problem for them-
want to bring you your comfort drink whenever you need to stay up late or scold you for not taking carenof yourself and your skin.
They want to experience it all with you personally.
They want to experience it all with you personally.
They dread those days when you just broke down and cry because they cannot comfort you. Those days where the sight of them aren't even enough to put a smile on your face are the days they despise since they couldn't do anything, they can't even SAY anything
But when you get up and decided to overcome those feelings on your own? They're proud that the person who loved them, and the person they love is a strong person. They're thankful that you chose them when you yourself could have picked the others
They get very happy when they observed that you like the same food as them (and how they wish you two could go on a date with your fave food), they also like the cute disdain face you make when they learn you hate their favorite food (squinting like that makes you look cute)
They want to cheer you on as you have done the same for them. They can do their very best in their world since they know you are there for them and love them despite knowing their flaws.
And they badly wish for you to know that they are there for you too, despite the flaws you-
And they badly wish for you to know that they are there for you too, despite the flaws you-
have, you think you have, your insecurities, your weaknesses, your whole being.
They want to let you know that they accept you too, as you have accepted them.
But for now? Seeing you looking at them with adoration is enough for them.
They want to let you know that they accept you too, as you have accepted them.
But for now? Seeing you looking at them with adoration is enough for them.
They just want to let you know that beneath the predetermined action they made in the game, they are looking at you with adoration too.
I think I'll end the thread here. It's making me UwU and not daijobu at the same time
