𝕄𝕪 𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕒𝕡𝕚𝕤𝕥 || A short MewGulf AU

this thread contains mentions of blood, slits of wrists and suicidal attempts. if you're uncomfortable with those kind of tweets, feel free to click away

"Mew, please. Stop doing this. Look how many times we've been in and out of the hospital!" Gulf scolded his bestfriend, Mew. "Did I even ask you to save me?! Did I even ask you to bring me to this filthy place?! No!!" Mew shouted.

"Mew..." Gulf was on the verge of tears. He didn't know what to do to help this suicidal bestfriend of his. "Mew, please.. just stop." Gulf said in a low tone. "Why are you even stopping me from doing this? I wanted to leave, okay? I don't wanna be here anymore."

That caught Gulf off guard. Why is his bestfriend even suicidal? Did something happen? "Mew, I'm your bestfriend. You know you can talk to me..." He said.

"I don't wanna talk about it. It's too big of a deal." Mew responded and looked away. "Mew please." "Just leave, Gulf. Leave me alone." He closed his eyes. Mew wanted to rest. "Okay.. I'll be back in a few." Gulf heaved a deep sigh and left.

Mew wanted to cry. He didn't wanna tell his bestfriend that he's falling for him. Mew loves Gulf so much but with his parent's interference? He couldn't even admit it. He just wanted to leave the world and wait for Gulf in the afterlife.

A few weeks after this incident, Gulf thought Mew is okay now. He spends time with Gulf more often than before. He smiles and laughs. Little did Gulf know that someone who smiles and laughs more often can be that someone who is plotting something unexpected.

As Gulf was buying some cotton candies at an amusement park, Mew saw a truck speeding up. Should he? What about Gulf? Gulf would be very mad if he did.. but this is his only chance.

He faced the speeding truck and timed his approach. A few seconds before Mew and the truck's contact, Gulf saw what his bestfriend was plotting so he quickly pushed Mew.

Nanoseconds before the contact, Gulf and Mew's places were switched. Mew was now on the side of the road and Gulf was at the middle. The truck hit Gulf and sent his body a few meters away.

Mew realized what he had done and quickly rushed to Gulf's unconscious body. "What the fuck were you doing?!" He shouted and held Gulf's head, which was bleeding furiously. "Help!!" He cried. The people around quickly called 191.

Gulf fell into comatose for months. During these months, Mew would always bring visit him and talk to him. "Gulfie? Can you hear me?" He asked. "Wake up naa.. I need my therapist back.." He cried. "I need you.." He kissed Gulf's knuckles.

"Hey, I'm Doctor Vachirawit and I just wanted to tell you that his condition is now okay. He'll wake up in 48 hours, guaranteed. But as of now, we'll run some tests so if you would kindly return tomorrow, that'll be appreciated." Dr. Vachirawit said. "Thanks, Doc." Mew said.

He looked at Gulf. "I love you." He whispered and kissed the younger's forehead before leaving. The next day, he returned and saw Gulf with less tubes connected to him.

"Hey, my love. How are you? You feeling alright now? I still have to wait for a day to talk to you again. But here I am.." He chuckled. "I love you so much.." He said and held the younger's hands.

While he was talking to Gulf, or himself, his dad called. "Where the fuck are you, Suppasit?! Aren't you supposed to be here for the announcement of your engagement with Wjmild?!" He scolded.

"No. I won't go there. I'm not getting engaged with anyone!" He said. "How dare yo—" He ended the call. He can't bear hear another word about that arranged marriage. All he wanted was to marry Gulf and Gulf alone.

"M-Mew.." Gulf whispered. He's a day early!! Mew quickly dropped his phone and rushed to his love. "Gulfie.." He cried. "You big dummy.. don't cry." Gulf giggled. "Help me up." He said.

Mew wrapped Gulf's slim arms around him and helped the younger sit up. "How are you feeling?" He asked. "A little sore." He said. "I missed you." Mew hugged Gulf lightly. "You missed me? I've only been out for like I think three days."

"Three days? Love, you were gone for 8 months." Mew cried. "I didn't know what to do and I even asked my friend to—" "Shh. It's okay. I'm alive, aren't I?" Gulf giggled. "I hate you, you know? Why did you even push me?" Mew pouted.

Gulf smiled and stared at Mew's pouted lips. He wanted to kiss him so bad but he knows he can't. "Because I don't want you to die. That's it." Gulf explained. "Gulfie.." Mew said.

"I shouldn't have done that.. I-I promise I wouldn't do it again. While you were unconscious, I talked to Kaownah." Kaownah is a therapist, by the way. He is Mew and Gulf's friend since university. "Really? How are you now?"

"I'm okay. I... I'm sorry. I just.. I needed you back, and in order for me to stop myself from harming myself again, I had to talk to someone. You were the only one I have left." Mew explained.

Gulf was speechless. Gulf really meant this much to him? "I love you, Gulfie... that's why I changed myself. I don't wanna lose you." Mew confessed. That made Gulf more stunned than before.

"You love me, too?" Gulf asked. "Wait, 'too'? You have feelings for me?" Mew asked back. "Don't answer my question with a question, Mew." "Okay, yes I do. For a long time now."

"I just didn't tell you because my parents aren't... allowing it." Mew sighed. "That's okay.. we can wait for the right time." Gulf smiled. "I don't wanna make you wait, though." Mew sighed again. "Stop sighing."

"Okay, okay." He kissed Gulf's forehead. "I love you." He repeated. "I love you too, Mew." Gulf responded. Gulf noticed Mew was staring at his lips. "Can I?" He asked for permission. He wants to kiss Gulf so bad. Gulf gave him a small smile and initiated a kiss.

The two dated for 3 years with Mew's parents awareness but not approval. They didn't approve of their relationship not because they're both men but because Mew was to be married to Wjmild.

"Mom, for the nth time I am NOT marrying her!" He shouted. "Mew, this is for our company! Do you even care for that commoner than your own company?! Your future?!" His father scolded.

"I do! Gulf is not some thing you could just disregard just because he's not expensive! I love him, okay?! I love him so much—" His father punched him so hard he fell to the floor.

Gulf came running to Mew and supported the older, holding him. "Just do as they say, Mew. I'll be fine." Gulf smiled, tears forming around the corner of his eyes.

"No, I will never!" He shouted and left to his room. Gulf sat down and cried, not knowing what to do. Mew had to marry someone else and it's not him. He can't even do anything as this was Mew's parents' decision, who was he to interfere?

"Fix this, you filthy commoner." Mew's dad said and stormed off. Gulf nodded slowly and went to Mew's room. "Mew?" He knocked. "Leave me alone." Mew shouted. "Mew, it's Gulfie."

"I don't fucking care! Leave me alone—ahhh!!!" He screamed as if he were in pain. Gulf quickly kicked the door open and saw Mew slitting his wrists.

He was almost deep enough to cut the vein but Gulf quickly took the exacto knife from him. Mew tried to struggle which caused him to accidentally cut Gulf's palm and arm.

"Ahh!" Gulf yelped in pain but he didn't stop. He took the knife with all his might and threw it at the floor. He was bleeding furiously but he didn't mind. All he can think of is getting Mew away from any sharp objects.

Gulf hugged Mew, hushing his boyfriend. "Stop.. stop doing this, Mew. Please. Stop." He cried. "Gulfie.. I can't. I can't marry Wjmild. I love you. I wanna marry you and only you." Mew sobbed and hugged Gulf tight, their bloods staining their shirts.

Meanwhile, Mew's parents came running in and saw what's happening. "Mew!!!" Mew's mom cried and went near the two, checking them. "Oh god.." Mew's dad was stunned. He didn't know Mew would do such a thing.

"Can't you see?! What you're forcing Mew to do isn't healthy for him!" Gulf cried. He doesn't care if his parents will hate him for shouting ar them, all he cares is that they won't trigger this side of Mew again.

"He stopped doing this years ago! But then you mentioned that marriage again and it just triggered him. Why can't you just let him be happy??" Gulf asked. "Young man!" His dad scolded.

"I don't care if you won't like me for Mew but please! Never hurt the man I love!!" He cried. "I love Mew so much and he means the world to me!" He added. "Dear, let's stop the marriage please." Mew's mom begged.

"What?! No!!" He disagreed. "What matters to you the most?! Your company or your son's life?!" She asked. Mew's dad stood stunned. He didn't know what to say. He loves his son but his company matters to him too.

"I—...o-okay... Let's stop the marriage.." He said in a low tone. Mew just sobbed on Gulf's chest, letting his feelings out. "Shh.. hush now love."

"Let's bring them to the hospital. They both have deep cuts." His mom said and they all left to have their wounds treated. After the treatment, Mew hugged Gulf.

"Don't leave." He whispered. "I'm not. I'll stay here." Gulf kissed Mew's cheek and hugged the latter. Then their parents arrived. "We can clearly see how much you both love each other so we have decided that.." Mew's mom looked at Gulf's.

"You're now free to do whatever you want. If you wanna get married as soon as possible, that could be arranged." She smiled. Gulf was shocked. "Really?!" Mew asked, shocked, too.

"Gulfie, did you hear that?! We get to be married!! How about tomorrow?!" Mew asked. "Mew!!" Gulf whined. "What? I just.. I'm so happy!!!" He squealed and hugged Gulf tightly.

"I know but.. tomorrow? Are you serious?" He asked. "A hundred percent, Love." Mew smiled. "Okay.. um.. what do we—" "We'll handle everything. Just get your beauty rest after your fitting, okay?" Mew's dad answered.

The two couldn't believe it. They're really getting married. This is it. This is the happy ever after that the two were hoping to have in the afterlife. It is now happening before their very eyes.