truly I think everything would be better if i was dead like or never born tbh like I really be wasting the life i got
No talent,No motivation,No Good Parents, No good news come my way, lost my lil brother and ever since I been fucced up, my sister hate me, my grandma hate me

I feel like everybody out for self and got secret agendas and as soon as i dont fit in that agenda ill be left behind, everytime i try to give my heart to somebody they leave or act different when they see how much of a hopeless fucc up i am

Why tf was i put here in the first place tbh sooner or later im gon leave this earth and when i do I don’t want no tears over my body cuz nobody was here for me like I would be for them
its just impossible

Its too late for the people who say they wanna be here for me, I rather die rn then trust somebody else who just gon leave me when shit hit the fan, 9/10 all they can do to help me anyway is type big ass paragraph saying the same shit everybody else say

Nightmares getting worse and i can barely sleep i miss my lil brudda so much son ever since he left it seem like the whole family hate a nigga

Fucc allat positive thinking aint shit positive in my life but me
Aint shit positive in this fucced life i choose to keep suffering through
So I aint tryna be positive nomo just leave me in my negativity and suicidal thoughts

One day it’ll all be over