I started making a tweet but idk how to put anything and i hate talking about mental health and how my parents dont realize yelling and saying "your life is perfect stop complaining(my mom says this)" and just realize that its not that

like my whole life ive never had any fucking friends and shits been catching up to me recently. I recently was in the bathroom with pills in front of me wondering long and hard if i should do it. i just get pissy abut small shit and my family just think im an ass sometimes

but i dont know why i get so pissed at small shit and it always leads to yelling and me just getting angrier. I& #39;ve always used laughter/ jokes as a coping mechanism but i always feel like i annoy everyone around me and often feel like people arent even real friends.

idk i might delete this thread