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Lifestyle Domination for me 13 years ago used to be fair ground rides and the biggest highs without stimulants, it was butterflies and imagination and magical it had depths, mind fucking blowing depths, incredible diversity, wonder. Then I turned Pro and got paid too.
It was amazing!
But, slowly things changed. Wonder and magic began being slowly eroded, exhaustion eventually replaced them.Time outs and regaining my balance was more important and it became less about play and more about success and money, tired my passion, creativity eroded.
But, slowly things changed. Wonder and magic began being slowly eroded, exhaustion eventually replaced them.Time outs and regaining my balance was more important and it became less about play and more about success and money, tired my passion, creativity eroded.
Burn out is serious in this lifestyle/industry. Most of us experience it at some point. I have more than a few times, it& #39;s personal and insipid, it& #39;s sneaky, you don& #39;t see it coming. Then there is responsibility, Domming on any level carries a shit load of that too. It& #39;s heavy!
Thought, I need to give up! But that was never an option. This is who I am. This is My identity. I didn& #39;t need to give up, I needed to take a breath and remember what I love about D/s and refocus on who I am, what I want.7 months ago I refound Me, what I want, need and who I am.
Having now fully explored both sides. 19 to 38 the exploratory years.
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen"> and then 39 to 52 in December the "Pro years" I am either qualified or quitting. I& #39;m never going to be certain which.
I& #39;d like to end this thread with a quote from one of My favourite authors.
I& #39;d like to end this thread with a quote from one of My favourite authors.
