all this cris and thaddeus imaginations made me go back to me and my childhood best friend's conversation (although we rarely chat since we live near to each other naman) and i'm so soft right now. :(

after 30 minutes, doon ko nalaman na dapat these* 'yun. aba, isang araw na kong gising, need ko na matulog.

and we're totally different from ThaRis, just chilé, self. we platonic af and i just softened when i saw our conversation years back, like how he comforted me, reminding me i wasn't eating much, and his birthday greeting to me telling me to stay the way i am. :(

we don't talk/chat frequently, maybe once or twice a year, but he was my comfort person and i still think that way. hell, when you've been with someone for years and they never did a single thing to let you down or break your trust, it resonates to you until you die talaga.

he might have been a jerk to other people or himself noon but he wasn't a jerk and pathetic friend. he was dependable and actually very trustworthy despite how he may come off as insensitive and indifferent. :(

ㅡ end of thread. haha i'm sharing too much here.