things to live for/reasons to stay alive. one day i will:
-kiss him everywhere. i will kiss them on their forehead, neck, lips, cheeks, shoulders, hands, thighs, i will smother them with kisses.
-live with him. we can adopt frogs and toads, drink monster energy drinks and +

+ we can just be a happy family :) we will live in the middle of the woods, all we'd have is each other.
-seeing them recover. one day, he will recover, one day they will be alright. no more gross thoughts, guilt, violence. they will be okay one day, and i need to be there +

+ when that day comes.
-we need to beat minecraft together! we need to build a house, collect all the pretty flowers, adopt cats, and all that!
-marry him. one day i will marry him and we will stay together until our last breaths. i will stay strong for him :)
-get piercings +

+ tattoos, cool hair, and all that!
i will be adding more to this thread :) i haven't been doing the best mentally, so every time i get some icky thoughts, i will read this again and again until those thoughts go away :)