The one that got away.
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5 years ago, I have this girl whom I love.
I met her during a cosplay event.
We started as nothing, we were just part of a group of friends meeting for the first time because of anime.
I always tease her, saying cheesy lines that are cringe.
what started as a joke became a thing.
I began to like her.
2014.
I never knew that the girl I want to be with the rest of my life came that year, the only girl that made me happy.
A love I will never forget, even until now that I& #39;m married.
A joke became a line,
the line became feelings,
the feelings became reality,
and the reality became dream.
She& #39;s witty, unique, understanding, talkative, cute, hyper, contagious, and lovable.
True love is not defined by Wikipedia, famous persons saying or google.
The meaning is her.
True love is her.
This girl was the only one that captured my heart truly.
The only girl I saw myself to be with.
She& #39;s my precious treasure that I always keep safe.
Afraid of damaging her.
She was the girl that I always prayed for.
All the times we were together, even if I had the chance to kiss her lips, I will still refrain.
My favorite part is kissing her in the forehead.
It& #39;s not only respect but a true kiss.
holding her hand gave me an immeasurable joy.
Never wanting to let go, only holding on forever.
Her hugs are different,
I feel the love that makes me attracted more.
Like a magnet, I can& #39;t stop myself being pull and never letting go.
And now her smile.
It& #39;s the best and what I love the most.
Really the best smile.
It& #39;s funny that no matter how much I share how grateful I am to her, we still ended up being split in 2015.
It was due to a misunderstanding, 3/4 my fault.
I wasn& #39;t cheating on her, but failed to make her feel secured.
years later, we both got into new relationship.
but for me, she was still the one I long for, having breakups frequently.
out of nowhere, we had this mutual friend that told me, we were both working on the same company, and she was single.
so I tried contacting again.
and it was successful.
from 2015 to 2017-18.
She was the one that I love, the one I want to be with, the one I always pray, and the one I& #39;m willing to do anything.
And now that I have my chance, I did my best.
I got her, but I lost myself.
I love her, but I forgot.
I miss her, but I was stupid.
She& #39;s the only girl I didn& #39;t kiss, not because she doesn& #39;t want to, but I myself don& #39;t want to.
because I want to keep the promise to myself, I will kiss her only on the church, when we will get married.
I never stop loving her, never stop thinking about her, never stop all this if& #39;s.
I& #39;m making this thread not for her, but for myself, so that I will never forget.
I once had her.
Once.
It will only take a single mistake, to have a lifetime regret.
Time is scary, it will never adjust itself for you.
so treasure it, life is short, you& #39;ll never know what will happen.
Instead of thinking about all your if& #39;s, it& #39;s still not too late.
Make a move, disrupt the flow, you& #39;ll always have a chance, even if it& #39;s 0.1%
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