ahaha ive gotten to the point where my social anxiety is so bad i don’t follow new people on social media anymore even if they are friends of mutuals. would love to make a new friend but also the prospect of getting to know someone new ane having to forge friendship is terrifying

if you wanna be friends uhh ive told myself to actively try right now there are even people who I already consider friends who I’d like to talk to more

i really want to enter my thirties and build community, i want to make plantonic relationships my focus

not me actually crying while writing this tweet luv 2 have someone who doesn’t mind that im a super big cry babie thinking about life bonds gets me ~emosh~