I don’t know what I am / was supposed to do. I’m awake and sober but still sad and messed up. Jimmy can feel free to share our whole conversation on this if he wants. I have nothing to hide. I was never trying to misrepresent him. All I know is Gabbie sent home her book,

I reviewed it and then within hours I get that message from Jimmy which said Gabbie was messed up about me reviewing her book and I felt he was guilting me into changing something which is weird because I did exactly what Gabbie wanted. I don’t understand what I’m supposed to do.

I don’t know what anyone wants me to do. I wasn’t trying to hide or misrepresent anything. I m sorry if I did. The last time I shared an email and said ‘I won’t say who its from but here’s what it said, do they have a point? What should I do?’ They got mad at me for sharing it

which is the only reason I didn’t share jimmys message and only what I thought it meant. I did message him am back before sharing anything. As you can see from that original tweet. I’m so confused about what’s ok and isn’t when it comes to stuff like this

I don’t know what I’m supposed to do or not so and every one has different expectations and wants and I don’t know what to follow. I don’t have anything to hide that I’ve said about this or not said or has been said to me. I just wanted to talk about poetry.

All this for stupid poetry I was asked to review. It’s all stupid, I don’t want to do any of this anymore.

I still don’t see how Jimmys message to me could be anything other than him wanting me to feel bad for Gabbie so I would change / take down / stop my review. What other outcome was he hoping for? I can’t change an objective review of a book because of who the author is.

If this wasn’t the point of his message, what was?!

And what else was Gabbie hoping to achieve by telling him she was ‘messed up’ about me reviewing her book after that’s what she wanted me to do?!

I don’t understand people. This is all so difficult and confusing.