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So im just sitting at the kitchen counter, thinking about how very soon I will have to be independent, grown up, all that cheesy shit... man, am I gonna be a shitty adult !!
my mom put this pumpkin thing on our counter and it looks like it has a wonky top hat
Speaking of family, my entire family expects me to be successful. As a smaller child I was the "gifted" kid and I received awards for it and stuff so their expectations of me are high. I& #39;d be the first to attend college and actually graduate and they just expect me to be the+
rich family member who climbed their way to the top. It stresses me out cause I don& #39;t have ambitions, I dont really have goals, I dont know what I want to do with my life and if im honest, I cant even imagine myself 5 years from now, let alone 10.
And maybe it& #39;s for good reason, maybe I won& #39;t be around that long. I& #39;m not opposed to that. If you& #39;re reading this you might be like "woah woah woah, felix, hey, no bad thoughts like that" but the thing is, I am nothing but a mere useless human being. I dont say that with+
The intent to be told otherwise, I& #39;m okay with that title. My insignificance is kind of cool. So if I were to "disappear" it wouldn& #39;t really mean much in the big picture. Again, I don& #39;t want people telling me otherwise. "Life is valuable" "you matter" all that shit+
really means nothing to me. They& #39;re just words. LIKE MY THOUGHTS. Its all just a big inner dialogue, a big ass conversation with myself. Anyway I dont have any more hot chocolate in my mug so I think this thread should end here. I don& #39;t really have people to talk to about this+
kind of stuff so y& #39;know, why not say it to no one while also to the general public? I dont know. Anyway.
