So I have done this before and changed my mind before but I'm not sure I wish to transition anymore. I don't think I want to be known as a trans woman anymore. To do so while not transitioning would place me among the very people I would rather avoid even though my stance would..

Not change. I know that may have some of you ask me but wait why? For me it was evident that the more I tried to be a woman the more dsyphoric I was, it was completely psychosomatic. This doesn't mean I'm back to conforming to gender because why can't a man wear leggings or a....

A skirt if they want to? Can a bloke be different and still be accepted?

They want to make it that you don't have to transition to be classed as a woman. I'm saying f**k that, what motive have you got to be accessing women's spaces? Why would you be wanting to join a women's...

Sport for? What in blue tar nation are we doing pushing this horseshit that we're lesbians for? We're effeminate males and as such should be saying that with pride. We would be pushing back against harmful gender stereotypes together not enforcing them. Telling the world that....

It was okay to bend gender without having to add a label and a yoke of self inflicted oppression. This does feel like a massive weight off my neck not having to conform, I'm now a blank canvas.

There was another thing though that lead to this. I was in a Facebook group and trans men were sharing post surgery photos. There was reading about some of the surgeries that were being offered and if I'm honest also the lifetime of medication. Some people need that but perhaps..

We shouldn't be selling them a lie.

And last but not least I'm doing this for my kids as I am not their mother and they don't call me mum. They call me Dad. I don't know what to type here that doesn't rely on a stereotype other than they have a motherly dad.

Thank for the messages I have had so far and I'm grateful for your support. I do just wish to reassure people that I don't think I've been this clear headed in ages. It may be subject to change but I wish to see of I can do this, hell I could even grow my beard back and be.......

Broadening what it is to be a man

Also I'm taking a stand against the bullies that would tell me I can't be a man. I'm not non binary I'm reclaiming male and my pronouns are still say what you feel but I have a name Cassie, I think we've met before?