I’m very anxiously attached to a friend of mine n it doesn’t feel good https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face"> I’m extremely insecure in our relationship. But I’m so obsessed w her n it makes me feel cr*zy how much I like herhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😞" title="Enttäuschtes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Enttäuschtes Gesicht">

I check her Twitter at least once an hour to see if she’s liked any new posts. N I have her notifications on n get email reminders anytime she tweets or retweets anything. N not talking to her for a day gives me the worst anxiety. I feel insane literally. But I can’t help ithttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😣" title="Standhaftes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Standhaftes Gesicht">

N she’s straight but deep down, I know if she wasn’t straight I’d be all over her. N I got kind of jealous when another girl *seemed* to show interest in her. N also she has a lot of friends so I don’t feel special even though I know ppl can care ab multiple ppl at the same time

She’s really hot n sexy n cool n funny n perfect. I’m so obsessed. I’m very attracted to people who have chill n cool personalities. It’s bc I know I’m not cool n am very lame n weird. But she’s just so....cool. I love her so much n am so obsessed it hurts

This isn’t healthy for me n I don’t like how it feels to be this obsessed w someone. She’s the fourth person I’ve been obsessed w like this. Idk why I’m like this honestly. It’s like if I’m not unhealthy obsessed w u I feel like i dont truly care ab u. That’s so bad I know

I’m making this thread bc I’m really anxious bc I texted her this morning n it was a text that COULD’VE warranted a response but also didn’t necessarily NEED a response. But she didn’t respondhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🧍🏾‍♀️" title="Stehende Frau (durchschnittlich dunkler Hautton)" aria-label="Emoji: Stehende Frau (durchschnittlich dunkler Hautton)"> Now I feel shitty. Ugh. I hate being so obsessive why am I like this. I need therapy