I can't describe how much I miss it

I've been thinking about it and I guess I have a clue on what may have caused all this. At that time (2010-2012) I had the most activity on a local furry-related site and a social network, and the aura/mood there was...not really healthy.

People there were kinda toxic - they liked to laugh at beginner artists, give them critique noone had asked for, tell them how the things "_must_" be drawn, etc. I was a teenager back then, I was very afraid of doing something wrong, of being laughed at.

I guess all these things have built unhealthy frames and rules in my mind of "how I MUST draw" to the point the overall fun of the process started fading. All this made me forget the main point - the only thing art MUST do - it's that ART MUST BE FUN
Period

These people made me toxic too, I was spreading just the same destructive vibes telling people what they must and must not draw. I regret it with all my heart, that was just pure foolishness. That was really sick.
Please draw, create things the way you like, don't listen anyone

Maybe it's not the whole answer to my state from the very first tweet, but it for sure made me realise a lot of stuff