I can& #39;t describe how much I miss it
I& #39;ve been thinking about it and I guess I have a clue on what may have caused all this. At that time (2010-2012) I had the most activity on a local furry-related site and a social network, and the aura/mood there was...not really healthy.
People there were kinda toxic - they liked to laugh at beginner artists, give them critique noone had asked for, tell them how the things "_must_" be drawn, etc. I was a teenager back then, I was very afraid of doing something wrong, of being laughed at.
I guess all these things have built unhealthy frames and rules in my mind of "how I MUST draw" to the point the overall fun of the process started fading. All this made me forget the main point - the only thing art MUST do - it& #39;s that ART MUST BE FUN
Period
Period
These people made me toxic too, I was spreading just the same destructive vibes telling people what they must and must not draw. I regret it with all my heart, that was just pure foolishness. That was really sick.
Please draw, create things the way you like, don& #39;t listen anyone
Please draw, create things the way you like, don& #39;t listen anyone
Maybe it& #39;s not the whole answer to my state from the very first tweet, but it for sure made me realise a lot of stuff