TW// death and suicide
i really hate to vent more than i have, im just trying to keep pushing atm. yesterday two of my closest friends too their own lives, the amount of grief i feel is overwhelming i can barely function. i cant go more then a few minutes without sobbing like a-

child. i miss them.i miss them more than you could ever imagine. please im begging you, if you are feeling like its no longer worth it, please, please reach out to someone. call a hotline, call me, please, dont do it. i dont want anyone to feel the way that i do right now.

life is hard and i would be lying if i said otherwise. all you can do is fight. fight harder then you ever have before, if you think you dont have anyone you have me. i love you, im here for you. please keep fighting. 10/25/2020 changed my life forever, ill never be the same.

whenever i get the chance ill attach some hotlines on this thread. i love you. please, keep fighting.