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i feel like ive just been turtling through my therapy sessions because all help just feels like an attack
everything runs the risk of making me feel too tragic, too & #39;cute& #39; or whatever, and i need to punish myself. its just a reflex, there& #39;s so much fucking shame i feel shame at all times
"im just faking this because i think this would be a cool personal narrative"
-me, after having a breakdown because one of the strangers who pretends to be my dad online as a kink cut contact
-me, after having a breakdown because one of the strangers who pretends to be my dad online as a kink cut contact
it& #39;s all shame, its shame all the way down
i had to word this thread in a way that makes me feel as pathetic as possible thats just the only mode i have of explaining this
