How Promise turned out to be EXOLS song for Chen

A long and sad thread~

#ThisIsNotAGoodbyeChen
#GoodLuckSoldierChen
“You even liked
My clumsy moments
But I wonder if I even deserve that love”
Look at how he laughs at us and called Eris singing cute https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😣" title="Standhaftes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Standhaftes Gesicht">
“ I won& #39;t ever forget
I will make you happy
Just like the saying, we are one”

His feelings for Eris are so pure and genuine https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face"> We really mean a lot to him https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz">
“Even after time, I couldn& #39;t say anything
And just swallowed my words”

After his announcement we all were shocked but still happy for him. But then we couldn’t do anything about the antis protesting he leave the group. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😩" title="Mattes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Mattes Gesicht">
“I feel so sorry because we couldn’t protect your smile”

We all saw Hello’s bts and although he smiled at the end, somehow it didn’t feel the same. I hate how antis affected him this much, its like he can’t be comfortable around us anymore and that breaks my heart https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😔" title="Nachdenkliches Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Nachdenkliches Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💔" title="Gebrochenes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Gebrochenes Herz">
“Words saying, I& #39;m sorry, I love you,
Please believe in me like you do now”

We’re sorry you had to experience this pain. We wish we could take all of it away. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😖" title="Verblüfftes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Verblüfftes Gesicht">
“I& #39;ll hug you, I& #39;ll hold your hands
If your heart can be at rest
I& #39;ll give it my all”
I can’t even imagine the amount of heartache he has had, he hesitated to reach out cuz he’s worried he would hurt us. But Chen what really hurts is the fact that you have to feel sorry to us. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😔" title="Nachdenkliches Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Nachdenkliches Gesicht">
“I want to protect your smile
Always”

We long for the day you can call us, “Eri-yah” with carefree smile on your face again.
“At some point, it seemed like you were crying
Even when you were smiling”

Jongdae rarely cries publicly, I don’t think I’ve ever seen him cry at award shows or concerts, but he came close during CBX Magical Circus Concert, but he still was able to smile for Eris. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz">
“You couldn& #39;t love me with a peaceful heart
And you longed for me as you remembered the memories
My heart ached for you”

I know he misses us just as much as we miss him. But he was scared and it took him a long time to think of what to say to us. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😔" title="Nachdenkliches Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Nachdenkliches Gesicht">
“I couldn& #39;t even comfort you, saying that it& #39;ll get better,
That it& #39;ll be forgotten”

I really want to hold his hand and reassure him everything is gonna be alright. Eris want him to know that he deserves all the love and happiness in the world. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz">
“So I& #39;m nervous again
I want to hold onto you and ask you not to leave”

I know we’re all wondering if it can ever be the same again. If Jongdae can one day be able to be with EXO and EXOL freely like before.
“I know I can& #39;t turn back a promise that I& #39;ve already broken
But I want to live and breathe
Next to you for all my life”

Jongdae ah, this is what Eris really want. To be with you and EXO forever. We will always be your tinkerbell that holds your hand to neverland. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥰" title="Smiling face with 3 hearts" aria-label="Emoji: Smiling face with 3 hearts">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">
“I pray that you& #39;ll be happy like you were in the beginning”

This line just breaks me. I wish he would just be able to laugh and be happy with Exols without feeling sorry and scared.
“Thank you, I& #39;m sorry, I love you
Even if I give you my everything, it& #39;s not enough
My love, I& #39;ll protect you forever
Just follow me”

Eris love you with all our hearts. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz">
“Your heart that must have been in such pain
I will hold it tight”

This time, Eris will be the ones to hold your heart tight. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">Until the next time we say “Hello” again. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💓" title="Schlagendes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Schlagendes Herz">
Serve well our soldier Jongdae! We know you will come back safely to ExoLs. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥰" title="Smiling face with 3 hearts" aria-label="Emoji: Smiling face with 3 hearts">
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