Blake Kinnies Analysis

YOU OVER THINK WAY TO MUCH MY GOD, some could ask you you're favourite colour and it would take you 5 minutes to answer, you always care about how the outside world perceives you regardless of how you're doing like "i feel like shit today but i gotta look confident"

you aren't very open to new experiences so you always go with norm even if you don't like it anymore, you probably order the same thing at McDonald's everytime you go cause knowing what you're going to eat and knowing what its going to taste like feels you with comfort +

of knowing whats going to happen to you, also SOCAL ANXIETY MY GOD you /are/ the emoji

you're only comfortable around a few people and even then you're scared that those people will leave you eventually

very social distant, you keep to yourself alot and don't talk about yourself much in fear that you'll say something embarrassing or you'll overshare

you're scared that you're actions might hurt someone so you chose not to act most of the time, you're scared of the future not knowing what will happen next

you blame everything that happens to you on yourself refusing to believe that someone else could be accountable

oh and you're TERRIFIED OF RELATIONSHIPS, platonic, romantic, familial you're scared shitless of fully opening up to someone

you keep walls up and whenever you do get close to someone you convince yourself that said someone hates you so its easier for you to put up you're walls again

you probably have childhood trauma, had or is in an unhealthy friendship and or relationship

you're relationship ship with you're parents is meh, you talk to them but you feel as though they don't fully understand you and if they did they would be disappointed in you so you keep your walls up around them

you probably have different personas around certain groups so they'll like you more

you never let yourself be yourself, heck im pretty sure you don't even know who you are

you have very strong emotions but you repress them so the people around you don't judge you

in fact you repress them so much that the smallest inconvenience could lead to you lashing out and something and or someone

and when you do lash out you convince yourself that you're a terrible person and that everyone hates you so you distance yourself from everyone and put up your walls and the cycle continues

in conclusion: its okay to open up to people, it doesn't make you weak it makes you stronger

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