to the most amazing person who has always been there for me; a thread
thank u. thank u for being patient with me. for understanding. for checking up on me. for bringing joy to my life. for always making sure that im happy. thank u for being there when im at my lowest. thank u for letting me be myself, and lastly, thank u for giving me a safe space.
im sorry. im sorry for being a hassle & sometimes a problem to u. for being a fucked up person. im sorry if i ever hurt u and made u cry. im sorry if sometimes i tend to give up and walk away. nonethless, u stayed and showed me genuine love and that gave me a reason to hold back.
sometimes i wonder why u love me. and i realized that i dont deserve u. i dont deserve to be loved by someone like u. and u dont deserve someone like me. i keep on telling these things to u but u wont believe that, and u told me that things will work well between us instead.
love, u made me believe in love again. u gave me hope again. thoughts came up to my mind.. what a beautiful feeling it is to love someone so much and make them feel like the most precious creation in the universe.