[ abuse; angst ]
can i have... kacchako... but make ochako get so worked up in a heated fight that she puts her hands on katsuki?
he knows he should leave after, but it hurts his chest when she yells that if he wasnât the way he was then she wouldnât want to do that to him.
can i have... kacchako... but make ochako get so worked up in a heated fight that she puts her hands on katsuki?
he knows he should leave after, but it hurts his chest when she yells that if he wasnât the way he was then she wouldnât want to do that to him.
and heâs too prideful to call it what it is, what the internet accuses it of being when he googles it one night.
heâs so much stronger than her, so much bigger, of course it canât be... he canât be âabusedâ by her. thatâs not how it works... right?
if anything, he was yelling.
heâs so much stronger than her, so much bigger, of course it canât be... he canât be âabusedâ by her. thatâs not how it works... right?
if anything, he was yelling.
heâs the intimidating one.
all his life he has had a short fuse and colorful tongue, and time hasnât yet calmed his bad habits.
so he gets it. he does.
heâs a hard person to love, to be around, and accepts her apologize before she ever lets it leave her lips. not that it did.
all his life he has had a short fuse and colorful tongue, and time hasnât yet calmed his bad habits.
so he gets it. he does.
heâs a hard person to love, to be around, and accepts her apologize before she ever lets it leave her lips. not that it did.
but it keeps happening, and heâs bleeding down his lip as the fresh sting of her slap throbs in his cheek.
what they were arguing about is beyond him; his schedule, maybe.
he knows heâs not home as often as he should be, that he canât help with the chores as much as he should.
what they were arguing about is beyond him; his schedule, maybe.
he knows heâs not home as often as he should be, that he canât help with the chores as much as he should.
sheâs hurting, lonely, and how can he even call what they have a relationship if they never see each other anymore?
but this time, unfortunately for them both, eijirou was over their house, and he was standing in the doorway of their bedroom with his hands on his belt.
but this time, unfortunately for them both, eijirou was over their house, and he was standing in the doorway of their bedroom with his hands on his belt.
he was on his way to the bathroom, but he couldnât help his curiosity when he heard them arguing. screaming.
âyou canât do that.â he accused, and they looked at him. âyou canât... ochako, you donât put your hands on your partner. thatâs not okay.â
âit wasnât that hard.â
âyou canât do that.â he accused, and they looked at him. âyou canât... ochako, you donât put your hands on your partner. thatâs not okay.â
âit wasnât that hard.â
âyeah.â katsuki agreed, humiliation burning in his chest for having been caught in a moment of weakness. âit wasnât that hard so donât think iâm hurting.â
eijirouâs in disbelief as the need to urinate fades underneath his concern for their relationship. their health.
âguys...â
eijirouâs in disbelief as the need to urinate fades underneath his concern for their relationship. their health.
âguys...â
âget out. you shouldnât even be in our room.â katsuki snapped, walking up to the door they had forgot to close.
âkatsuki, are you oââ
âi said iâm fine! she doesnât even hit me that hard! do i look like i canât take it?â he raised his voice, and eijirou looked behind him.
âkatsuki, are you oââ
âi said iâm fine! she doesnât even hit me that hard! do i look like i canât take it?â he raised his voice, and eijirou looked behind him.
âeijirou, please leave. katsuki and i just need to talk.â ochako smiled, and katsuki felt his stomach drop.
âwe just need to talkâ.
nothing ever goes good when she says that.
âit wouldnât be right of me t-to just leave my best friend after what i just saw.â eijirou argued.
âwe just need to talkâ.
nothing ever goes good when she says that.
âit wouldnât be right of me t-to just leave my best friend after what i just saw.â eijirou argued.
âyour so-called âmanlinessâ has nothing to do with my relationship.â katsuki reminded him. âdonât stick your nose where it doesnât belong.â
âif you had hit her, do you know how fast all her friends would have jumped on top of you?â
silence bled between them, and katsuki froze.
âif you had hit her, do you know how fast all her friends would have jumped on top of you?â
silence bled between them, and katsuki froze.
if he had...
the fist holding eijirouâs shirt loosened as he tried imagining the scenario. his hands on her. blood rolling down her lip with mina being the one who caught them.
heâs be on the floor by now, bruised and bleeding himself. he knows it.
âeijirou, please leave.â
the fist holding eijirouâs shirt loosened as he tried imagining the scenario. his hands on her. blood rolling down her lip with mina being the one who caught them.
heâs be on the floor by now, bruised and bleeding himself. he knows it.
âeijirou, please leave.â
ochako wrapped a hand around his arm, and he looked down at her touch as his fingers twitched, ready to protect himself at a momentâs notice.
âochako, i canât leave.â eijirou insisted. âi canât leave my best friend with you.â
âand why not?â
âbecause i donât trust you anymore.â
âochako, i canât leave.â eijirou insisted. âi canât leave my best friend with you.â
âand why not?â
âbecause i donât trust you anymore.â
katsuki licked at the blood dripping down the corner of his mouth, the copper taste sour and familiar on his tongue.
ây-you donât trust me?â she asked. âit was one time.â
it wasnât, he wants to argue but canât find the words to say. it was plenty of times.
sheâs a liar.
ây-you donât trust me?â she asked. âit was one time.â
it wasnât, he wants to argue but canât find the words to say. it was plenty of times.
sheâs a liar.
âbro, please listen to me. even if it is nothing and iâm wrong. just... stay the night at my place tonight.â eijirou begged, and he felt another hand wrap around his other arm.
this time, his fingers didnât twitch. his muscles didnât flex.
he wasnât ready to protect himself.
this time, his fingers didnât twitch. his muscles didnât flex.
he wasnât ready to protect himself.
âwhat do you think this is, eijirou? a custody battle? heâs my boyfriend.â ochako pulled on his arm as her grasp tightened. âwe already kindly asked you to leave our apartment.â
whatâs showing more weakness, running away from her fists or running back into her arms?
whatâs showing more weakness, running away from her fists or running back into her arms?
âochako, iâm not trying to take him from you. heâs not yours to begin with.â eijirouâs thumb rubbed circles against his opposite arm. âiâm sorry, but i canât leave until i know heâs safe.â
âdo you think iâll kill him?â
âwell, i didnât think youâd ever hit him yet here we are!â
âdo you think iâll kill him?â
âwell, i didnât think youâd ever hit him yet here we are!â
theyâre yelling now, and katsukiâs still too deep in thought over just what heâs supposed to do now that someone has seen these parts of them.
whoâs right?
âit was a little slap.â
âand next time itâs just a fractured rib or a broken nose. i canât trust you!â
whoâs wrong?
whoâs right?
âit was a little slap.â
âand next time itâs just a fractured rib or a broken nose. i canât trust you!â
whoâs wrong?
âwell, katsuki trusts me!â
at the mention of his name he jerked out of his head, gasping for a breath he didnât know he was holding.
eijirouâs eyes met his, and when he turned to his left, ochako was already staring up at him.
âdonât you trust me, baby? iâd never hurt you.â
at the mention of his name he jerked out of his head, gasping for a breath he didnât know he was holding.
eijirouâs eyes met his, and when he turned to his left, ochako was already staring up at him.
âdonât you trust me, baby? iâd never hurt you.â
her other hand reached for his unbruised cheek, and eijirou watched as his eye twitched upon the touch.
âbro...â his best friend whispered, and katsuki ran his tongue over his lip to collect the blood that had pooled in the corner of his mouth again.
heâs done it a lot.
âbro...â his best friend whispered, and katsuki ran his tongue over his lip to collect the blood that had pooled in the corner of his mouth again.
heâs done it a lot.
and itâs not just because of his heroics.
âright, katsuki?â ochako repeated, pulling on his arm as he kept his silent ground âyou trust me. iâm your girlfriend. iâd never actually hurt you like eijirouâs saying. besides, youâre so strong... it doesnât even hurt, does it?â
âright, katsuki?â ochako repeated, pulling on his arm as he kept his silent ground âyou trust me. iâm your girlfriend. iâd never actually hurt you like eijirouâs saying. besides, youâre so strong... it doesnât even hurt, does it?â
âdo you hear yourself?â eijirou gaped at her. âyouâre-youâre manipulating him. ochako, youâre abusing him.â
âiâm doing no such thing, donât make mountains out of molehills!â
there goes that word.
âabuseâ.
is he being abused? he doesnât think so. not when things are... okay.
âiâm doing no such thing, donât make mountains out of molehills!â
there goes that word.
âabuseâ.
is he being abused? he doesnât think so. not when things are... okay.
he comes home to a plate in the microwave, can cuddle up to his girlfriend throughout the night, gets kissed awake, and gifts out of the blue.
âkatsuki, what are you doing just standing there like an idiot? tell him heâs wrong about me. about us.â she rose her voice at him.
âkatsuki, what are you doing just standing there like an idiot? tell him heâs wrong about me. about us.â she rose her voice at him.
but he gets slapped during frequent arguments, yelled at over little things, forced to change his schedule because it doesnât suit her liking.
now what?
if he stays, is she going to tell him not to be friends with eijirou? whoâs next if they find out? deku? denki? shouto?
now what?
if he stays, is she going to tell him not to be friends with eijirou? whoâs next if they find out? deku? denki? shouto?
if he were her... if he had hit her, pushed her, grabbed her arm so hard it feels numb...
if eijirou were mina, or kyouka, or tsu...
if the roles were reversed...
would someone call it abuse?
would they throw his name in articles as a bad man and call her his victim?
if eijirou were mina, or kyouka, or tsu...
if the roles were reversed...
would someone call it abuse?
would they throw his name in articles as a bad man and call her his victim?
heâs a grown man, so of course they would.
he could hurt her, but he could never be hurt by her. no one will call him her victim if they found out, so itâs not abuse.
heâs just weak, and heâs just difficult to be with.
âplease listen to me, bro.â
eijirouâs wrong about them.
he could hurt her, but he could never be hurt by her. no one will call him her victim if they found out, so itâs not abuse.
heâs just weak, and heâs just difficult to be with.
âplease listen to me, bro.â
eijirouâs wrong about them.
he has to be.
âi wonât say it again,â katsuki fisted his best friendâs shirt even tighter. âget out of out apartment, eijirou. youâre putting your two cents where no one asked for it.â
âtwo cents? he gave an entire dollar.â ochako muttered, and eijirouâs grip on his arm left.
âi wonât say it again,â katsuki fisted his best friendâs shirt even tighter. âget out of out apartment, eijirou. youâre putting your two cents where no one asked for it.â
âtwo cents? he gave an entire dollar.â ochako muttered, and eijirouâs grip on his arm left.
âyou have to know that she canât be hitting you, katsuki. come on...â he whispered. âhow long?â
âget out.â
âis she... threatening you somehow?â
katsukiâs jaw clenched.
âwhy are you acting like iâm hurting when iâm not?â he yelled, and eijirou flinched back at the sound.
âget out.â
âis she... threatening you somehow?â
katsukiâs jaw clenched.
âwhy are you acting like iâm hurting when iâm not?â he yelled, and eijirou flinched back at the sound.
âdo i look weak to you? like i canât take a little slap? iâm fucking ground zeroâof course iâm okay!â
âweak? you think that...â eijirou murmured before sighing. âokay. i-iâll leave.â
âthank you.â ochako breathed out, and katsuki let go of his shirt as his friend met his eyes.
âweak? you think that...â eijirou murmured before sighing. âokay. i-iâll leave.â
âthank you.â ochako breathed out, and katsuki let go of his shirt as his friend met his eyes.
he can see it. the worry. the sympathy.
he thinks heâs in trouble, that he needs saving or some kind of hero to pull him out.
âiâll show you to the door.â katsuki said, and ochako let go of him arm as he began to walk beside him.
she followed closely behind. silent. listening.
he thinks heâs in trouble, that he needs saving or some kind of hero to pull him out.
âiâll show you to the door.â katsuki said, and ochako let go of him arm as he began to walk beside him.
she followed closely behind. silent. listening.
âbro, you know you could talk to me. if you need meââ
âi donât.â
âsomeone who loves you wonât hurt you.â he insisted, and katsuki looked down at the floor. âweâre best friends. no, weâre brothers. i donât like knowing that she hurts you. it worries me...ââ
âit shouldnât.â
âi donât.â
âsomeone who loves you wonât hurt you.â he insisted, and katsuki looked down at the floor. âweâre best friends. no, weâre brothers. i donât like knowing that she hurts you. it worries me...ââ
âit shouldnât.â
when they got to the door, katsuki opened it, and eijirou picked his boots up before turning to him.
his eyes completely skipped ochakoâs looming body.
âand itâs not because i think youâre weak.â he explained softly, one hand holding his shoulder. âi know youâre strong.â
his eyes completely skipped ochakoâs looming body.
âand itâs not because i think youâre weak.â he explained softly, one hand holding his shoulder. âi know youâre strong.â
katsuki couldnât look him in the eyes, so he looked behind his head at the wall.
âyouâve always been strong...â
âweâll see you around, eijirou.â ochako cut him off. âplease drive safe. you never know whoâs on the roads.â
âbut no one can be unbreakable all the time, katsuki.â
âyouâve always been strong...â
âweâll see you around, eijirou.â ochako cut him off. âplease drive safe. you never know whoâs on the roads.â
âbut no one can be unbreakable all the time, katsuki.â
âgoodbye, eijirou.â he said simply.
âiâm going. iâm going, but just...â he sighed, eyebrows pinched together as he gives his shoulder a pat. then a tight, comforting more than painful squeeze. âiâm sorry for getting in your business, but you canât stop me from worrying.â
âiâm going. iâm going, but just...â he sighed, eyebrows pinched together as he gives his shoulder a pat. then a tight, comforting more than painful squeeze. âiâm sorry for getting in your business, but you canât stop me from worrying.â
he glanced over at his girlfriend, and the soft look in his eyes hardened.
âdrive safe.â she repeated, and katsuki agreed as a heavy feeling weighed in his chest.
âyeah.â he muttered before stepping out of the door. âsee you at work, katsuki.â
âsee yaâ.â he nodded.
âdrive safe.â she repeated, and katsuki agreed as a heavy feeling weighed in his chest.
âyeah.â he muttered before stepping out of the door. âsee you at work, katsuki.â
âsee yaâ.â he nodded.
the door shut, and he felt a hand fill his.
âyou know i love you, babe.â she said, and he looked down at her before wrapping his arms around her. âeijirouâs just... you know him. his whole âmanlinessâ thing is an excuse to put his opinion in places that it doesnât belong.â
âyou know i love you, babe.â she said, and he looked down at her before wrapping his arms around her. âeijirouâs just... you know him. his whole âmanlinessâ thing is an excuse to put his opinion in places that it doesnât belong.â
his hand held the back of her head, rubbing her head softly as she continued to talk bad about him.
âi mean, honestly, who does he think he is? we asked him to leave but he didnât. we should have called the cops and had him removed. heâs a guest who overstepped his boundaries.â
âi mean, honestly, who does he think he is? we asked him to leave but he didnât. we should have called the cops and had him removed. heâs a guest who overstepped his boundaries.â
âeijirou has always had a really big heartââ
âthereâs reasons why he has always been single, and itâs because he doesnât understand. all relationships have their ups and downs. if everyone ended it every time something bad happens, no one would be together!â she scoffed.
âthereâs reasons why he has always been single, and itâs because he doesnât understand. all relationships have their ups and downs. if everyone ended it every time something bad happens, no one would be together!â she scoffed.
right.
âbesides, my boyfriendâs the amazing ground zero. someone like me hurting him? pfft.â she smiled, and he hummed as her hand held his bruised cheek. âheâs fought villains three times my size. thereâs no way i could ever do anything to hurt you.â
exactly his point.
âbesides, my boyfriendâs the amazing ground zero. someone like me hurting him? pfft.â she smiled, and he hummed as her hand held his bruised cheek. âheâs fought villains three times my size. thereâs no way i could ever do anything to hurt you.â
exactly his point.
but part of him canât help but look at the door, wondering if maybe... possibly...
ânow that heâs gone, we should talk about how i donât want you to talk to him about us.â she instructed. âheâs going to ask, but itâs none of his business, you know? heâs not apart of this.â
ânow that heâs gone, we should talk about how i donât want you to talk to him about us.â she instructed. âheâs going to ask, but itâs none of his business, you know? heâs not apart of this.â
he nodded, and then looked down at her, his fingers twitching when her hand leaves his and grabs the other side of his face.
âpromise that you wonât tell him anything if he asks you about us?â
âyeah,â he nodded, and she got on her toes to press a kiss against his lips.
âpromise that you wonât tell him anything if he asks you about us?â
âyeah,â he nodded, and she got on her toes to press a kiss against his lips.
âand if he says anything...â
âhe wonât.â
âgood, because no oneâs gonna understand anyways. theyâve never loved you like i have, so their opinions donât count.â she smiled, and he sighed.
âiâm tired. i think iâm going to shower and head to bed, alright? today was a long day.â
âhe wonât.â
âgood, because no oneâs gonna understand anyways. theyâve never loved you like i have, so their opinions donât count.â she smiled, and he sighed.
âiâm tired. i think iâm going to shower and head to bed, alright? today was a long day.â
âa long day for you? you were stuck in your air conditioned office all day!â ochako huffed. âi was on my feet for twelve hours straight. if anything, i had the long dayâplus i cooked dinner for you and your partner!â
he watched as her arms crossed and cheeks puffed.
he watched as her arms crossed and cheeks puffed.
âthen your partner accused me of abusing you...â
âthat must have been so hard for you when iâm the one whoâs bleeding.â he deadpanned. âhow do i explain this bruise to my agency?â
âjust say you got it in an argument with eijirou. you two always bicker anyways.â she shrugged.
âthat must have been so hard for you when iâm the one whoâs bleeding.â he deadpanned. âhow do i explain this bruise to my agency?â
âjust say you got it in an argument with eijirou. you two always bicker anyways.â she shrugged.
âyou want me to lie about him for something you did to me?â
âsay a villain did it.â she suggested, and he rolled his eyes before taking a deep breath. âanyways, go take your shower. iâm going to wash the dishesâas i always do. even though i slaved in the kitchen for you.â
âsay a villain did it.â she suggested, and he rolled his eyes before taking a deep breath. âanyways, go take your shower. iâm going to wash the dishesâas i always do. even though i slaved in the kitchen for you.â
âif thereâs something you want to say to me then fucking say it.â he snapped, and she glared at him.
âyou always say youâre tired, but whoâs the one whoâs actually doing everything?â she asked. âyou havenât left your office in weeks, yet you say youâre âso tiredâ every day.â
âyou always say youâre tired, but whoâs the one whoâs actually doing everything?â she asked. âyou havenât left your office in weeks, yet you say youâre âso tiredâ every day.â
âdo you want me to do the fucking dishes?â
âi want you to stop expecting me to do it like iâm here to serve you!â
âdid i not just ask if youââ he sucked in a deep breath. âiâll do the damn dishes before i showerââ
âno, go. youâve done enough already.â she scoffed at him.
âi want you to stop expecting me to do it like iâm here to serve you!â
âdid i not just ask if youââ he sucked in a deep breath. âiâll do the damn dishes before i showerââ
âno, go. youâve done enough already.â she scoffed at him.
âlike letting eijirou say all those things about meââ
âochako, are you fucking kidding me right now?â he rose his voice. âare you kidding me? i kicked him outââ
âyou stood there and let him say i was some kind of monster when iâm the best thing that ever happened to you!â
âochako, are you fucking kidding me right now?â he rose his voice. âare you kidding me? i kicked him outââ
âyou stood there and let him say i was some kind of monster when iâm the best thing that ever happened to you!â
âthe best thing?â he laugher. âyouâre picking fights over nothing! this is the third fucking time today. what part of that is good?â
âthe part where you get to feel like some kind of alpha male while i, your little girlfriend, does everything for you.â she batted her eyelashes.
âthe part where you get to feel like some kind of alpha male while i, your little girlfriend, does everything for you.â she batted her eyelashes.
ââalpha maleâ? you think i feel like some kind of âalpha maleâ when you go and fucking put your hands on me? you think that makes me feel good?â he yelled. âmy best friend thinks that i need to be saved because of you!â
âwell do you need to be saved?â she pushed him backwards.
âwell do you need to be saved?â she pushed him backwards.
âare you so weak that you need a big, strong hero to save you from your five foot tall girlfriend?â she asked. âthat you need eijirou to come to your rescue again?â
his eyes widened, and she rolled her eyes before turning away.
âgo shower. i donât want to see you right now.â
his eyes widened, and she rolled her eyes before turning away.
âgo shower. i donât want to see you right now.â
âyouâre a bitch.â he said, and she froze mid-step. âbringing shit like that up... saying things like that about me knowing damn well i donât need anyone to save me. i can save myself!â
âyeah, thatâs why youâve never been anything but a damsel in distress to your friends.â
âyeah, thatâs why youâve never been anything but a damsel in distress to your friends.â
she continued to walk away, and he clenched his fist before slamming it against the front door.
âiâm leaving.â
âsure you are.â ochako sighed. âwhere are you gonna go? dekuâs? shoutoâs? youâve always been someone who needed saving to them too, you know.â
his teeth grit.
âiâm leaving.â
âsure you are.â ochako sighed. âwhere are you gonna go? dekuâs? shoutoâs? youâve always been someone who needed saving to them too, you know.â
his teeth grit.
âthereâs denki... but letâs be honest, he lives with his mom still, so thatâs probably not gonna happen, is it?â she asked. âjust go cool off and take a shower, katsuki.â
he could hit her.
he wonât though, and it makes his fists throb from the nails digging into his palms.
he could hit her.
he wonât though, and it makes his fists throb from the nails digging into his palms.
no matter how angry he gets with her or how out of control he may come off as, heâd never put his hand on her. thatâs just not the kind of person he is.
unless they got inside of a ring and decided to spar... thatâs a different story entirely and heâll gladly go all out.
unless they got inside of a ring and decided to spar... thatâs a different story entirely and heâll gladly go all out.
but when heâs in their bedroom, thereâs nothing stopping him from slamming the door shut and then punching the wall.
part of him wishes that he had left with eijirou, that he wouldnât have to be with her tonight and instead could drink a few beers and crash in his guest bedroom.
part of him wishes that he had left with eijirou, that he wouldnât have to be with her tonight and instead could drink a few beers and crash in his guest bedroom.
âare you kidding me? did you just make another hole for us to patch?â he could hear her shout from the kitchen, and he sighed to himself.
but a bigger part of him canât help but feel repulsed by the idea of being around his best friend, of having to be âsavedâ by him.
but a bigger part of him canât help but feel repulsed by the idea of being around his best friend, of having to be âsavedâ by him.
heâs not a victim. he doesnât need saving. not from him and not from anyone who thinks heâs too weak to protect himself.
besides, itâs fine.
everything tense between he and ochako will fade away, and come tonight theyâll be cuddled in bed, fast asleep in each otherâs arms.
besides, itâs fine.
everything tense between he and ochako will fade away, and come tonight theyâll be cuddled in bed, fast asleep in each otherâs arms.
and sheâll kiss him good morning when he wakes up at dawn, and heâll kiss her goodbye as he works another extra long shift.
she says that she has it so bad being on patrol all day, but at least she doesnât have an entire agency to take care of with hundreds of employees.
she says that she has it so bad being on patrol all day, but at least she doesnât have an entire agency to take care of with hundreds of employees.
then after she comes home, she doesnât have to keep a work phone on because sheâs never on-call. she can sleep peacefully and let all the other heroes do the work.
she had never had to wake up at midnight for a disaster that doesnât let her leave until her next shift.
she had never had to wake up at midnight for a disaster that doesnât let her leave until her next shift.
katsuki groaned to himself as he threw open the bathroom door, wincing slightly when the handle bangs against the wall harder than he meant for it too.
and yet another hole that needs to be patched.
oh well.
it wonât be the last he makes in this place, thatâs for sure.
and yet another hole that needs to be patched.
oh well.
it wonât be the last he makes in this place, thatâs for sure.
the showerâs too hot when he gets inside, but he lets the droplets wash away todayâs dirt and the tension in his muscles anyways. even if it burns.
and as the warmth drips down his face, he let out a shaky breath, trying to compose himself. to prepare himself for tonight.
and as the warmth drips down his face, he let out a shaky breath, trying to compose himself. to prepare himself for tonight.
he dreads tomorrow.
thereâs nothing he wants more than for eijirou to somehow not be at work, even if it means double the work for him to do.
but eijirouâs a good guy. heâd never leave him with all that work even if it meant going to work sick and dying.
and after today...
thereâs nothing he wants more than for eijirou to somehow not be at work, even if it means double the work for him to do.
but eijirouâs a good guy. heâd never leave him with all that work even if it meant going to work sick and dying.
and after today...
asking his best friend not to show up to their agency is like asking for a miracle... and he has never had that kind of luck on his side.
theres no way that heâll ever miss a day in the near future now that he knows the darkest aspects of his relationship with ochako.
theres no way that heâll ever miss a day in the near future now that he knows the darkest aspects of his relationship with ochako.
even if itâs not all that there is.
like after his shower, after he was dried off and was lying on bed, and ochako wrapped an arm around his waist before laying her head on his chest.
it feels like everything is okay, like maybe they can get through whatever happens in the day.
like after his shower, after he was dried off and was lying on bed, and ochako wrapped an arm around his waist before laying her head on his chest.
it feels like everything is okay, like maybe they can get through whatever happens in the day.
if heâs honest, ending each hard day like this is almost enough to make him feel better about the things that were said. almost.
âyou smell good... like candy.â she hummed, and he pulled her close to his body. âmm... would you get mad if i just go ahead and take a bite of yourââ
âyou smell good... like candy.â she hummed, and he pulled her close to his body. âmm... would you get mad if i just go ahead and take a bite of yourââ
âiâll kill you.â he warned and she looked up at him as her leg slowly slipped over his waist. âalright, get off and lay down. i gotta be up at six.â
her hands cupped his chest, and his fingers wrapped around her legs as he eyed the t-shirt and briefs she had on. both being his.
her hands cupped his chest, and his fingers wrapped around her legs as he eyed the t-shirt and briefs she had on. both being his.
he grumbled when her lips brushed his jaw, both eyes closed as her hair fell into his face.
âi love you.â she whispered, and he nodded as her kiss lowered. âyou know that, right, katsuki?â
âmhm.â he hummed before rolling them over, both of his hands on either side of her head.
âi love you.â she whispered, and he nodded as her kiss lowered. âyou know that, right, katsuki?â
âmhm.â he hummed before rolling them over, both of his hands on either side of her head.
âif you stopped wearing my clothes, they wouldnât need to be washed so soon.â he suggested, and she shrugged her shoulders.
âi wear them because i do your laundry.â
he leaned down to give her one last kiss while murmuring, âi hope youâre ready to be my body pillow, mochi.â
âi wear them because i do your laundry.â
he leaned down to give her one last kiss while murmuring, âi hope youâre ready to be my body pillow, mochi.â
but before he could lay down and fall asleep beside her the way the usually do, one of her hands inched towards his sweats.
âactually, i know you have to wake up earlier than i do and youâre always on-call... but,â she hinted as he met her eyes. âcâmon, itâs been awhile, babe.â
âactually, i know you have to wake up earlier than i do and youâre always on-call... but,â she hinted as he met her eyes. âcâmon, itâs been awhile, babe.â
he takes it back.
maybe tonight they wouldnât get to fall asleep beside each other. maybe they wonât get to end this rough day on a sweet note.
not after she keeps pulling on his sweats even after he said no, giggling like itâs funny.
âbabe, you know you donât take that long.â
maybe tonight they wouldnât get to fall asleep beside each other. maybe they wonât get to end this rough day on a sweet note.
not after she keeps pulling on his sweats even after he said no, giggling like itâs funny.
âbabe, you know you donât take that long.â
âfucking knock it off already.â he hissed before rolling on to his back, shoving her hand away.
âyouâre no fun.â she groaned. âkatsuki, i know you sleep early and get up as soon as the sun rises, but when was the last time we did it?â
âdoesnât matter. i said no.â he repeated.
âyouâre no fun.â she groaned. âkatsuki, i know you sleep early and get up as soon as the sun rises, but when was the last time we did it?â
âdoesnât matter. i said no.â he repeated.
turning over, he bitterly pulled his blanket over his shoulders, then felt her arm wrap around his waist from behind.
âare you mad?â
of course he is. this is one part of his day that he could count on, and she ruined it by trying to continue something he already turned down.
âare you mad?â
of course he is. this is one part of his day that he could count on, and she ruined it by trying to continue something he already turned down.
âyouâre so confusing.â ochako sighed, her nose buried into his shoulder as he stared at his dresser. âso hot and cold...â
âmochi, you were calling me helpless an hour ago and now you want to have sex with me.â he said, and she kissed his shoulder blade. âwhoâs hot and cold?â
âmochi, you were calling me helpless an hour ago and now you want to have sex with me.â he said, and she kissed his shoulder blade. âwhoâs hot and cold?â
âfine, be a prude then.â she huffed, slipping her arm away. âcome hug me.â
caving, he flipped on to his other side and then wrapped his arm around her, burying his nose into her hair.
sheâs soft in his arms and so unbelievably warm when her bodyâs fitted flush against his.
caving, he flipped on to his other side and then wrapped his arm around her, burying his nose into her hair.
sheâs soft in his arms and so unbelievably warm when her bodyâs fitted flush against his.
it feels right, and he sighed happily as her fingers slotted in between his.
âwhy do you like cuddling so much anyways?â she asked quietly, and he took a deep breath.
âi just want to feel close to you again,â is what he wants to say, but refrained.
âjust because...â
âwhy do you like cuddling so much anyways?â she asked quietly, and he took a deep breath.
âi just want to feel close to you again,â is what he wants to say, but refrained.
âjust because...â