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Tonight, as I go to bed, after watching a video recently, it made me realize some crucial things.
As I rewatched MatPat& #39;s video in 2018, concerning the loss of a crucial friend of his, some of his words kinda struck me.
You can find it here. (cont) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cWTEE4SkCLY">https://www.youtube.com/watch...
As I rewatched MatPat& #39;s video in 2018, concerning the loss of a crucial friend of his, some of his words kinda struck me.
You can find it here. (cont) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cWTEE4SkCLY">https://www.youtube.com/watch...
I understand, the video& #39;s 2 years old now, and MatPat isn& #39;t exactly well liked by most people. But that doesn& #39;t mean the words he says doesn& #39;t stick.
What he said made me understand that you are LOVED. No matter how many dark thoughts are in your head, you aren& #39;t alone. (cont)
What he said made me understand that you are LOVED. No matter how many dark thoughts are in your head, you aren& #39;t alone. (cont)
It made me realize that these people here, my mutuals, my friends, everyone, still loves me for my faults. I have so many dark thoughts in my head, that I& #39;m alone, that I& #39;m worthless, that I don& #39;t matter. But I know, deep down, that that& #39;s a lie. (cont)
Believe me, I am trying to win this battle, like the man MatPat talks about in his video who fell to suicide. He won so many battles, but it only takes one loss.
And just like me, I am winning these battles, while also struggling. It hurts, but I get through it. (cont)
And just like me, I am winning these battles, while also struggling. It hurts, but I get through it. (cont)
So, as I go to bed, I want to do something I should& #39;ve done ages ago.
I want to ask for help. I want you all to help me through this battle.
Help me.
I clearly can& #39;t do this alone. (cont)
I want to ask for help. I want you all to help me through this battle.
Help me.
I clearly can& #39;t do this alone. (cont)
