The thing with meditation is that with it, I am not beholden to base or even non-base cravings, at its best. That's what I call zen.
When I am missing chunks of brain, this gets more difficult. So things like BEING ASLEEP means I can't prevent the things done to my brain.

Also, missing pathways from my limbic system to other areas, especially blocked pathways to my frontal lobes and consequently, FROM them, means I lack this control.

A couple days ago, feeling determined eventually lead to, and triggered, a super strong sense of thirst.
Strange that, seeing as my sense of thirst has been severely lacking for months, probably since last year.

4/4 And don't be so stupid as to assume because I didn't pay attention to formatting on this thread about my brain being activated by someone else, that I hacked my own account, or that this is a hack.

I am still missing large chunks of frontal lobe and basic emotions.