I am so glad one particular night i told you this “you are the most beautiful beautiful soul i have ever met in my life.. first time i saw you i just had to make you mine.. obviously i asked if you had a girlfriend and when you said no i told myself i will be yours..

our first time ever seeing each other we held hands so tightly, wrapped my arms around yours, ate together, laughed together, talked so much we didn’t even eat our food. Drove together, first time you touched my hair and your hands got stuck lol.

First time rubbing your hands on my thigh when driving and first time kissing me and first time saying to me you don’t want to let me go... all this wasn’t planned.. none of this.. Kojo you are so beautiful, you make people around you want to be like you.

you are so beautiful you don’t try but God made you his favorite.. i know this one paaah. Because i never met a human being who can’t speak in tongues but can command certain events in life without saying or ending with the Holy Spirit. It gets done!!!

I have witnessed it countless of times and i was so jealous because that power is what we have been constantly taught in our churches and you just figured out by allowing your spirit to take hold of that power without fear and just with God’s love.

Your fucking laugh is so beautiful, never in my life have i heard a laugh that has brought me so much joy. I can’t describe the joy i have making you laugh. At a point i thought this joy felt is suppose to be felt when i have kids. That’s how good of a joy you brought to me.

It’s you, it’s always you Kojo . We have been at our lowest together and we still chose each other to be our comforter. It pained others but Welp!! We refused to believe what we have can be had with others.

God knows best why you left me, even though you said you will never leave me. You constantly told me even when you were with others before me the next person you chose will be the one.. and you chose me.. and kept choosing me.

I’m glad i made you happy. I’m glad you finally told me to my face that you now know what love is. I am glad i gave you love and happiness. As we keep each other “you’re the love of my life and the afterlife”. So i will patiently wait for the afterlife for you, to love you again.

LOML, Baaba #nolowballers