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a friend i thought I was close with turned on me nearly six years ago for rting something about white australians [which, looking back, wasn& #39;t my place but that wasn& #39;t the problem she had with it] and someone I know came across her recently and she& #39;s still full of bullshit
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so it makes me feel less shit as she& #39;s obviously an asshole. she& #39;s basically saying anyone who kills themselves over covid related stuff "chose to" so they shouldn& #39;t get any sympathy
so it makes me feel less shit as she& #39;s obviously an asshole. she& #39;s basically saying anyone who kills themselves over covid related stuff "chose to" so they shouldn& #39;t get any sympathy
looking back, i was a lot more "we disagree on things but we& #39;re still friends" than I would be now, b/c I see now there were so many red flags. I mean "socially liberal, fiscally conservative" really should have given it away lmao
I had told her stuff esp about mental illness that I hadn& #39;t told anyone else, we had both talked about our disabilities, and then I RT that tweet and suddenly the mask came off.
apparently she had "never respected me" and I was manipulative etc. etc. and she demanded her money back she gave to my fundraiser b/c apparently I& #39;m just a leech and was never intending to try working after my degree, access issues etc. was just me having a victim mindset
the screenshots are on here, idk if I will link them in but i still think about it sometimes. b/c of past experiences I have trouble trusting people and then I finally found someone I thought I could trust and look what happened
tbh I still don& #39;t know what I did beyond that RT? but clearly the vitriol started coming out that she clearly had so much ableist thinking about "victim mindsets", ppl on welfare using up "taxpayers& #39; money" and all that shit
and judging from what my sister saw of her recent posts, she& #39;s still the same. and there was me hoping she& #39;d become a better person, not that I& #39;d ever have anything to do with her ever again regardless tbh
but apparently I was the asshole and "manipulative" for blocking her on twitter after a whole unsubtle thread about me being a "keyboard warrior" and hoping I didn& #39;t get what I was fundraising for, i.e. my wheelchair
I& #39;m just annoyed it took me so long to realise what a horrible person she is. but it certainly hasn& #39;t helped me being able to trust people. but i guess any mental issues including things from abusive behaviour are just my fault for not "choosing to fix it" 
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anyway i& #39;m annoyed this still ever takes up space in my head but it& #39;s made me more confident to draw boundaries tbh. it& #39;s not what i was referring to specifically with that thread earlier about people changing but the shoe fits
she sent those messages asking for her money back *two months* after her "subtweeting" and me blocking her so god knows what happened in between. acting like i would still want her money after that lmao
anyway i might delete this thread, idk. I wish you could change the audience for specific threads. maybe i should finally make that private twitter lol
