Thread by @0ZPlN, Oscar Pine kinnies this thread is for you. Starting off, we ALL [...]

Oscar Pine kinnies this thread is for you.

Starting off, we ALL know you have identity issues. That’s an obvious thing, but why don’t we expand on that? You guys think you aren’t good enough; you have issues with self esteem. Do you know who you are or do you only know what your friends describe you as? You follow along

with what everyone says, agreeing with them because you don’t even know yourself. You used to have such a good understanding on your personality and identity but after mayhaps a certain point in your life or after an event you were left as a mirror,

reflecting only what people see. You pretend you’re fine but we all know you’re not. Please, take time to find yourself. Sometimes other people may tell you who you are but this is something YOU have to do. Don’t say you’re okay when you have problems. It’s crushing you and we

all know it. You have to handle so many responsibilities at once and you act like it’s not bothering you and people brush it off because you say you’re fine and you get upset over it!!! confront them!! it’s scary but it’ll help you in the long run and it helps everyone else

understand you more. You feel so crushed by responsibility and problems you have to handle and sometimes some aren’t even your own! You’ve been forced to deal with other peoples problems and yet you accept, because you’re reliable and want to seem useful to others. That’s a big

thing with you. You want to be useful. You’re a people pleaser. All you want is to see people smiling, even if it means pushing your feelings to the side; you ignore your own health and feelings even though they matter just as much as you do but you don’t see it. You see yourself

as just another tool for others; you don’t see yourself as someone who’s a great person with an amazing personality and more than just an object for others. You probably consider yourself a tool: only there when someone needs you and when they don’t need you they toss toy to the

side. PLEASE stand up for yourself, love. You’re just as important as anyone else. You’re so beat up and broken and yet you say you’re fine and lie and put up a facade and have so many walls but you’ll get to a point one day where it all comes crashing down on you. So why not

have people keep you up when it does?
Your self esteem is low. You have identity issues and have a hard time establishing your own personality because you bend yourself backwards just for others. You NEED to stand up for yourself!!! You’re strong but you’d rather stay off to the

side, letting people determine things for you because you think they’re right. This leads you down a path where people will use you for their own benefit and blow up on you and you just take it because you think you deserve it or it’s true. It’s not!! You follow paths instead of

making them yourself and that’s something you need to fix. You are more than you think you’re worth. Surround yourself with people who will help show you that. Someone’s responsibility isn’t yours. Don’t blame yourself when you get falsely blamed and don’t take the fall for

anyone. You’re a broken fucking record, repeating that you’re okay and that you can handle it. Worst part is, when you do break, you immediately put your mask back on, building more walls around your heart and mind. You blame your outbursts on immaturity, impulse,

and on yourself. You assume people will hate you when you do break, so you make sure it doesn’t happen again. You’re afraid; terrified.

And that’s okay. No one will fault you for your sadness, your anger, your negativity. It’s part of being human. And you are human.

Not everyone is perfect, you are no exception. You work so hard to be the version of you everyone has in their mind and you get upset when you can’t accomplish that. You work hard, ignoring everything that makes you who you are in favor of being the person everyone imagines you

to be. You have that little voice in your head telling you to work harder and to become the ideal version of you that YOU have in your own mind. You destroy yourself doing that. Everything you’ve worked for at that point doesn’t matter if it doesn’t help you achieve that vision.

You are your own worst enemy.

Take a step back. Think. Realize that you are enough. You don’t have to change yourself. You are worth something. And that’s enough for everyone, because they all care for you and want to see you do your best. Sometimes your best isn’t what you

consider good. But that’s okay. You can’t push yourself past a barrier and expect to come out fine in the end. Your health matters. You matter. You just don’t see that.

You need to see that and understand it. Breaks are fine. You will be fine. Make the most of what you have

and who you are and you’ll find yourself finally reaching your ideal version. Your friends will always be there for you, even if you doubt it. You may have thoughts that they’ll leave you or they’re using you.

Don’t be ashamed of these thoughts, but don’t believe them. Don’t let

them take over like they already are. Asking for reassurance is okay.
Asking for help is okay.
Asking is okay.

At the end of the day, you are you. It may be hard to figure out who you are but it’ll happen eventually. You cannot force yourself to assume an identity. You can’t

continue telling yourself who you really are. You have to either become that or accept who you are. You’re strong, determined, you have great humor, you’re sensitive (Which isn’t a bad thing. Stop believing that it is.), you’re kind, you’re smart, and you’re brave. You may not

think you are, but it’s true. You wallow in negativity, thinking it’ll help you become a better person, when all it’s doing is staining your mind and hurting you. Stop fucking doing that. Shit’s bad for you. You’re stuck in a pit with negativity and you keep doubting yourself

like??? I know its hard to stop but goddamn. You think everything is your fault you prolly think global warming is your fault like bitch i-
You’re fine the way you are, dude. Don’t change yourself for others and don’t change to become that person you wanna be unless you’re a

shitty person (but if u kin oscar you’re babie and most likely not a bad person stop saying you are) and wanna become better. If you need time to figure yourself out, take the time but once again don’t try to become peoples versions of you. Everyone will always see you in

different ways and that’s fine. As long as YOU know who you are that’s enough for everyone.

Anyways oscar kinnies please kith me /p and get some therapy

god also you’re observant good for you but you are so oblivious to your own pain wtf???

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