hi, my name is paula and im here to finally open my mouth abt something i did and i feel terrible about it. this thread will have a lot of trigger warnings so please be aware of them.
tw:
mention of transphobia
suicida, death threats
tw:
mention of transphobia
suicida, death threats
i will be mentioning paz bc this is something about her too. i befriended paz back in 2018 when she literally had weeks of entering twitter. she was clueless about this app by that time. i was almost 18. we became, not close friends, but i would share w them pdfs +
i knew paz was very naive and shit bc idk if you know her or you’ve talked to her but she’s 100% the sweetest person alive; i knew she had a warm heart so i introduced her to the radical feminism. at first she was hesitant bc she was very religious +
and pro life, but i kinda taught her about pro choice but she never accepted the radical feminism tbh i was angry about that (? i tried to manipulate her multiple times into entering the radfem but she just didn’t want to, she said she wasn’t ready to join anything yet +
this bc she was exploring a new perspective of life ig. i ignored this so i convinced her to take my backup acc, the account you probably knew her from @/aelinsomething lol bc i knew i had a lot of trash written in there. she said yes immediately +
people didn’t knew me there bc 1) i almost never tweeted 2) i had like 30 or 50 followers 3) paz was naive and had like 2 fllwers so she said yes. i asked her to pls not to change the password and shit bc i wanted to be ‘connected’ to the acc +
i knew paz is respectful in that way so she agreed. eventually with my main multi fandom account i saw paz stopped tweeting around december 18/january 2019 so i entered the acc (paz had a very large audience tbh) and i had various interactions with libfems, pro life ppl +
etc. she tweets paz was cancelled for were MINE. i remember writing them, muting the conversation and never telling her about it. she eventually found some ‘innocent’ interactions with ppl and decided to change the password and email. +
i got mad with her bc it was MY ACCOUNT in first place but honestly? i gave the account to a child and she was having fun, i was the creepy one. i saw paz started to be active again by march 2020 and she had a lot of friends +
kinda wanted to bother her so i would not just stalk her on fb but also on ig, i stalked her friends too @hypnosenrique samiha @lostfairchild @bIackstaris , i started to ask her about the zoyalai whatever gc and i saw she got a lot of attention +
eventually two ppl cancelled paz bc they searched for the tweets and i saw the perfect opportunity to bully her so i basically did this...
i know why paz took responsibility for the tweets. 1) she was the owner of the account now, it was her RESPONSIBILITY to be aware of what the account had which she didn’t know bc i never told her 2) she didn’t have the enough proof to show the tweets weren’t hers +
i know paz knew the consequences of the cancellation but i just wanted to bother her a lot but i never knew paz had depression and anxiety and i didn’t know it made this worse for her. i created the hate accs, i used the name payton to bully her constantly
finally i regret everything i said, everything i’ve done, i take responsibility for the tweets, they were MINE; im sorry to whoever they hurt, sorry. now this is the proof i texted paz.
STOP BULLYING PAZ AND CALLING BER TRANSPHOBIC WHEN SHES NOT. she tried to be good by taking responsibility but everything went wrong and now she’s so sad and scared of me. im sorry.
please im gonna tag some ppl please RT THIS AND READ THE THREAD ITS IMPORTANT!!! IF UR HERE ITS BC I NEED YOU TO SHARE IT
@hypnosenrique @bIackstaris @catrasrunin @jiangzya @aIIisters @stcrslight @exrasfelix @veturuis @myruthlesszoya @kitaysrunin @sringvenka @tozakisgf
@hypnosenrique @bIackstaris @catrasrunin @jiangzya @aIIisters @stcrslight @exrasfelix @veturuis @myruthlesszoya @kitaysrunin @sringvenka @tozakisgf
thank you. and paz im so sorry. @BLCKTHVRN