I didn’t really want to address it before being professionally diagnosed, but as it will be about a month before I can be, I wanted to talk about it now because I have been feeling worse lately. I suffer every major symptom of BPD, and I just want you to be aware and bear with me

The worst ones for me are, in order from major to minor, impulsive behavior, self-identity, unstable relationships, mood swings, anger “issues” which I trained myself to conceal behind jokes. I should be able to handle it well enough as I have already, but now i can get help

CW // triggering topics

I’ve not self harmed in a year and a half and I’ve been doing a pretty damn good job of keeping myself safe, but I do impulsively get those thoughts and if I ever come to you about it, just be supportive and gentle, dont make me feel like a dumbass

So, now you know, I guess. I may have already talked about this but I can’t remember. I’ll update this thread when I get examined