i wish i was as androgynous as haruka... i want to be able to present however i want no matter what :/

i may not show it but sometimes i really want to be seen as masculine. even if being referred to as such makes me feel gross. i just want to be able to be fluid in my appearance but im too overweight and i have huge tits so no one will ever see me as nonbinary or masc

If i were a skinny flatchested twit id be the pinnacle of nonbinary according to online :( it makes me cry a lot. i hate gender... i hate this i hate dysphoria i just want to be nonbinary

like i AM nonbinary but i feel like no one seriously sees me that way. im just an ugly cis girl to everyone and ill never be respected when it comes to my gender

Like. im super comfortable with presenting “femininely” like wearing makeup and dresses and skirts and shit so thats why people will never see me how i want to be seen its like i have to suppress my self expression and how i like to dress or do my makeup to please others

to be able to have people see me how i see me

Basically if you only view me as a woman block me