Rambling part 3: I just want to talk about how Muhsin & Ayse are 2 of the people Kerem loves AND admires the most. But I also see parallels in his reaction in leaving the house/company and leaving his âfake marriageâ/break up.
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Before I start: I never believed one person loved someone less than the other. If you pay attention, you see how their insecurities take hold at different stages but they learn & realize love is worth it all. I briefly wrote about what their love felt like to me. #AfiliAĆk #ayker https://twitter.com/CitrocityB/status/1228319018962051072
Kerem has a fear of disappointing people, which caused him to hurt Ayse many times. but he learned he canât play with otherâs emotions like a yo-yo. Also those scenes showed that his flaws include being impulsive, panicked, & sometimes overwhelmed by âmonster feelings.â #AfiliAĆk
1 of Ayseâs insecurities stemmed from the fact that she was with the biggest ex-playboyâfeeling she wasnât exciting enough for him. She also had a different pace of intimacyâremember Berk the jerk, basically shamed her for it? & nobody better shame her for her choices! #AfiliAĆk
So her insecurities made sense but also revealed her character flaws. When Ayseâs insecure & angry, sheâs not mindful of her choice of words and how they can hurt. Her pride comes out as a defense mechanism. But she learns her lessons too. #AfiliAĆk #ayker
So back to the topic! When you compare everyone in his lifeâthere are 2 people that stand outâwhose opinion of him matter the mostâMuhsin & Ayse. Forget what the others say because others usually let Kerem do whatever. But Muhsin & Ayse push and challenge him. #AfiliAĆk #ayker
Muhsin & Ayse have expectations of him...because they believe in him. They believe in his potential. The truth is Ayse more so than anyone. Sheâs seen him at his lowest & yet saw someone who was capable of more. I wrote an entire thread of Ayseâs faith in him here. #AfiliAĆk https://twitter.com/CitrocityB/status/1283355988314271745
For a playboy painted as callous, 1 of the most important things was having someone believe in him & his potential to become someone who can accomplish anything he set his mind to. He thrived on thatâItâs exhilarating when someone thinks you can conquer the world. #AfiliAĆk
They mean the world to him. But itâs for the same reason, their words have the most impactâthe people you care about the most, can hurt you the most. For someone whose fears are disappointing the people he loves, feeling like youâve lost their faith in you is crippling. #AfiliAĆk
We all know what happens when Kerem is overwhelmed. But we had an example in episode 13 how reactionary he is when heâs hurt by Muhsin, who thinks he hasnât changed. He leaves the house, company & family. Itâs anger & pain but itâs never that he loves Muhsin any less. #AfiliAĆk
Ep 30 was more convoluted but Keremâs decision had similar influences. Remember this scene, it wasnât really their argument in 29 that triggered the
decision. Here they both agreed the other did nothing wrong. It was more the events after that triggered it. #AfiliAĆk #ayker

There were multiple factors, which Iâll mention in another rambling, but one of the main factors was Ayseâs rash use of certain words driven by insecuritiesâWhen she accused him of forgetting her & when she thought he was capable of being a cruel boss. #afiliaĆk #ayker
That hurt. How could she say that after everything? Doubt his love? Itâs feeling like she doesnât have faith in youâthough in her defense (although not OK), they were careless words said in the heat of the moment. But going back to the Ayse having faith in him threadâ
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itâs almost like feeling you canât be the man for herâyouâre not good enough and youâve disappointed her. The pain, hurt & anger are all apparent. Just like he walked out on Muhsin (last 3 pics), he says itâs over with Ayse. I refuse to post those court screenshots. #afiliaĆk
Keremâs attitude are similar in both scenariosâhe wonât apologize and his decision is final. She should be the one to apologize. The difference is that his feelings for Ayse surpasses Muhsin. The way he admires & loves her...the hurt is just as proportional. #afiliaĆk
Anyway, I just wanted to point out this parallel so I can tweet the last few ramblings. But as Ayse points outâmuhsin still loves & trusts himâthatâs unchanged. During separation, our 2 relationship newbies learned to answer the question âwhat does love mean?â #afiliaĆk
Like I said, this story appeals to me because itâs 2 imperfect people who learn to love & value each other with all their flaws & mistakes. They grow together yet maintain & respect their strong identities. Ok more ramblings later; sorry for the spam. #afiliaĆk #ayker