/// ok I'm gonna make a thread of me going on about the lyrics which is mostly just me crying <3

SOBS SOBS IMAGINE YOU ARGUE WITH LEVI ABOUT SOMETHING AND AFTER YOU WALK OUT OF THE ROOM HE GETS SAD SAYING THIS SOBS SOBS SOBS

SHUTUP YOU WEEB OFC I CARE ABOUT YOU AND ITS SUPER FUN BEING WITH YOU OK I WOULDN'T HANG OUT WITH ANY OTHER OTAKU OK!!!

he loves getting to know more about you...

he thinks getting to know you and having a friend is better than an anime sequel ... because he has a friend ... SSOBS

THIZ WAS LIKE MY CONNECTION WITH GLASS WALL HE'S CLOSE TO YOU BUT ALSO FEELS SO DISTANT AND WISHES HE COULD JUST REACH OUT TO YOU BUT HE FEELS WEIRD BECAUSE OF THAT, BECAUSE YOU'RE THERE IRL WITH HIM, NOT THROUGH A SCREEN, NOT A 2D CHARACTER

HOW DO WE TALK EVERYDAY??1?$?@?

HE DOESNT REMEMBER HOW YOU TWO MANAGE TO TALK EVERYDAY, HOW YOU MANAGE TO TALK TO HIM, A SHY SHUT-IN OF AN OTAKU, EVERYDAY

AND HE THINKS ITS ODD, LIKE, WHY WOULD YOU TALK WITH SOMEDEMON LIKE HIM?

HSUTUP I LOVE HIM

hello insecurities

he wonders what you think of him and wonders if you're really his friend. Why would you want to be friends with a recluse like him? it makes him curious, and wonder if its just him seeing you two as best friends

but he cant ask that, so nevermind...

he'd rather keep thinking you two are than asking and having his spirits crushed <3

“ what do you think of me?

ah- nevermind, it's nothing... ”

EVEN IF YOU WIN ITS OK

USUALLY (more or less) HE'D GET ANGRY, DISCOURAGED, IF HE LOOSES

rememeber Satans texts? he wins in chess against Levi all the time but Levi wont let him put it down and keeps asking for rematches

and Lucifer, when he asked MC to play chess, MC suggested

Levi (its one of the options im p sure) and he says no he'd get angry or something??? maybe my memory is mixing things up— BUT STILL

THE FACT HES /OKAY/ WITH YOU WINNING MEANS HE DOESNT MIND, HE DOESNT GET UPSET, HE CHEERS YOU ON AND JUST IMAGINE HE JUMPS WITH JOY AND HUGS YOU

WHEN YOU WIN CUZ HES SO PROUD AND HAPPY FOR YOU

but then he gets all flustered and shys away

"im sorry i didnt mean to hug you so suddenly i- um- im happy that you won!!"

just by reaching out he was able to hug you but he always backs down in the end

again, how do you talk to an otaku like him? dont you find him weird?

how much longer does he need to wait, how much distance should he give you, until he can ask you-

ask you what?

ask you if you two are really close friends like he wants to be

or maybe ask you out on a d-d-

anyways

he's simply waiting ... for his chance

if he could just reach out to you

if he could just gain the confidence

if he could just toss aside his insecurities and worries

he would reach to you right away

and it wouldn't be weird this time...

AND TODAY'S HIS CHANCE !!!

TODAY– is a step closer to that :>

everyday is a step closer

you're still far away, but his courage will reach you someday

so, wait for him, and watch him make his way to you. Because someday he'll get that courage and stop his shy, tsun front