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Depression coming around for a 2nd round dammit the 1st time was in high schooolll... do not want to deal with this shit but I feel the feeling like you& #39;ve been heavy crying for hours, except there& #39;s no tears or anything just your entire body sinking
Depression coming around for a 2nd round dammit the 1st time was in high schooolll... do not want to deal with this shit but I feel the feeling like you& #39;ve been heavy crying for hours, except there& #39;s no tears or anything just your entire body sinking
Posting before I talk myself out like I did the first time around. Never talked to anyone, and instead got used to the feeling until I head into uni and things started to get better. I dont want to wait 4 yrs before things get better. I don& #39;t even want this feeling rn.
Sorry for airing out my laundry on this accnt... might want to mute me for a bit because this is the only one where many ppl in my personal life dont see too awkward
The heaviness in my chest is back. Of all the things to return, why you.
Feel so tired.... =_=
Ok! Still tired, but a little bit better. Still got that heaviness in my chest, but bearable.
Oh my god I made it through the day. So tired. So tired, but did the tasks I set out to do. Even if technically it was only 3 things... it was 3 BIG things! Does that mean I beat it? Am I in the clear? I& #39;m in my pjs and i& #39;mma go pet my dog.
Nope. But, the tightness in my chest has lessened. So even though the tiredness is still there, I feel somewhat better. Was that the key to all this? To just keep trucking on, even though I just want to curl up...
Woke up. Not sure if I feel better or worse... we& #39;ll see...
Nope not better. Thoughts that would normally be a small thing to deal with seems bigger today. But I& #39;ve only got one (1) bug thing today so imma focus on that
