I think I’m bad at relationships because I’m scared of helping people

that and 1) I’m better at friendships and 2) I kinda care more about music than literally anything else at the moment
By that I mean a lot of things tbh, plenty of bands help me when I’m sad better than ppl do, I treat vinyl records like diamond rings, and I treat learning about rock history like I’m studying for a school test
Like I NEVER read books like never ever I haven’t touched a physical book in years until I discovered there’s books about the Beatles
tbf tho learning ab bands even if it’s not classic rock is really cool, it’s rad to know how they started, how they got where they are, what they went through, and !! of course it’s cool to hear all the funny stories they have to tell lmao
Learning is really dope if it’s something you care about and you don’t have to test for it and I didn’t realize that until I figured out how important rock music is to me
This thread progressed really weirdly but yeah 
u get the point


the point is I’m a fucking nerd lol