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A woman on a mission. (Thread)

Losing a whole person.

I was talking to my chiropractor today about all of the weight that I have lost, and he told me about another patient of his who lost a ton of weight. When she saw him last, she said she had lost a whole person.

I remarked that there is a mental aspect to that as well. I said, "yeah, and in some cases you've carried that extra person with you for years."

He said, "right, and you never realize how much they held you down."

That struck me.

I am in transformation mode.

As I was typing this earlier, I was getting ready to go to the gym, which I go to every day except for Sundays. I use the machines, but mainly I swim. I can do any exercise in the water, believe me.

I've been watching the inches melt away, but as of recently, the absence of that security blanket (which I would have been buried in) has kind of been getting in my head.

But hear me when I say this: I will NOT let that negative voice win.

I am going to finally get rid of this extra person on my back for good. I started this in 2013, I'm finishing it now.

I want to thank those who have helped me while I'm on this MISSION. You mean so much to me, literally the world, & I will never forget what you've done for me.

I've always believed that God brings people into your life for a reason & I am finding that to be glaringly true as of late. I am so grateful to God, seriously. He is my Creator & I am starting to feel that connection even more as I lean on Him for guidance & PEACE.

I haven't quite lost an entire PERSON, but I am on my way. I've lost 103lbs since the picture on the left. Thinking about it, that is a person. LMAO a small person, but still.

I am on a MISSION, and I am closer than I have ever been to victory.

As I was swimming tonight, I asked God to help me focus on the mission. I said, "what is the mission?" Kinda to myself, kinda to God, and I heard this.

"Spread truth, bring light, get healthy, be an inspiration."

I want to thank someone in particular, he knows who he is. Thank you for waking me up, sweet man. I will never forget what you did for me. I love you and thank you for being patient with me... as much as possible, lol.

P.S. Don't give up on yourself.

If you're reading this & thinking about making a change... DO IT. Don't waste any more time. I feel amazing & I'm only going up (down lol) from here. You can do anything you set your mind to.

Also, I am only a DM away if you want to chat. I start to think I am scared to post this, but I'm not. I feel a peace right now about it. Sure, I'll open myself up to judgement, but I've got my armor on & i know who loves me.

I am a woman on a mission and the only thing left to say is "KEEP GOING CRYSTAL!"

Love you all!