I am not attractive enough that’s why he left me. I’m not sexy enough, that’s why he left me.

I know, whatever transformation I will do, it will be never enough to please you. For you, I will always be that uninteresting and boring guy.

I know the reason why you left me for that guy, and it’s very clear to me. He’s waaay more handsome and sexy. He’s prolly doing you soo good. I can’t blame you if that’s what you want. You could’ve told me earlier though. I could’ve have saved few years of my life.

Sometimes, I blame my upbringing for being like this unconfident type of sht, but I’m trying to build up this confidence. Not to compete with his current, but this is for my next relationships.

I don’t want to bring myself to a pedestal but you know how much I took care of you whenever you’re down. I tried to comprehend things even I can’t fully understand. And most of all, I have loved you with all my heart. I lost myself in the process in return

I haven’t got the chance to take care of my needs too, especially emotionally. I mostly can make it on my own. Thank god I’m mentally strong to survive all of these. Rn, it’s time to choose myself. I will have to move forward and just hope for the best of what’s to come

As for you, I still thank you for all the times we shared together and the times you have loved me genuinely...if you ever have loved me at all.

I thought you were the one, my first and only love. But it doesn’t work that way always. Hope you find your true happiness in life

And also wag feeling top. My d-word is waay bigger than yours https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😉" title="Zwinkerndes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Zwinkerndes Gesicht"> chzzz Sana nassatisfy naman si jowa mo. Haha sarap itaaag https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Gesicht mit Freudentränen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Freudentränen"> And I hope he’ll know m soon na nagggrindr ka when you’re not in his apartment :) goodluck!

This thread was written btw coz i was a little h-word, fantasizing that i’m f-ing him but ended up reminiscing and being disgusted..hahahaha