I always tell myself that you haven’t left us @itsSSR and you never will. I remind myself that you are with me, with all of us very close to us but there are times when nothing feels right when the reality hits hard and I don’t understand it:): I don’t know what happened....

Nothing feels right without you. A part of me will deny it forever I can’t accept it, I won’t be able to ever accept it this way. There was so much that you had taught me and I know you knew it. It was you who taught me to dream with my eyes wide open.

It was you who I was/am always looking up to. No matter what you always made me smile. But I feel lost at times now.... I don’t really understand it. So much is happening.....as kizie basu from dil bechara said kabhi kabhi shabd dil ke haal ko bayan nahi kar paate

its the same with me. I really miss you and wait for you each day, each minute. There was so much that I wanted to see but I won’t be able to and it makes me really sad. But you still are the reason behind my smile and you’ll always be.

Always smiling, always compassionate, always spreading love that’s how I decide to remember you my friend. I will make you proud some day, I will try to be you in every possible way. You are my only HOPE:’)

You are right here with all of us, bohot qarib ho tum ham sabkehttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz"> I am praying for your happiness and hoping that you are doing well up there. I miss you Sushant, and a lothttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🦋" title="Schmetterling" aria-label="Emoji: Schmetterling">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙏" title="Folded hands" aria-label="Emoji: Folded hands">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💫" title="Symbol für Benommenheit" aria-label="Emoji: Symbol für Benommenheit">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz">
Dobara hogi humaari mulaqaat hai na?

I am listening to ore piya as I typed this for you @itsSSR kuchh samjhe?https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz"> that line “chalna aahiste” felt different:))

Felt nice after writing all this here, someone at some wavelength would be reading it and understanding the pauses:)https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🦋" title="Schmetterling" aria-label="Emoji: Schmetterling">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💫" title="Symbol für Benommenheit" aria-label="Emoji: Symbol für Benommenheit">