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I know I mentioned it before but,
Realizing I was burnt out was a relief.
For years I would beat myself up for not finishing things, or not doing more.
Now I see that I was just pushing myself too hard. I never considered that I had a limit
Realizing I was burnt out was a relief.
For years I would beat myself up for not finishing things, or not doing more.
Now I see that I was just pushing myself too hard. I never considered that I had a limit
I don’t ever remember seeing my mom take a break.
She would always be up at dawn, would be up way into the night. Worked long hours and still cooked and cleaned.
I don’t think that was healthy, but she did it.
So to me, I internalized that I’m supposed to keep going
She would always be up at dawn, would be up way into the night. Worked long hours and still cooked and cleaned.
I don’t think that was healthy, but she did it.
So to me, I internalized that I’m supposed to keep going
It never occurred to me that, that shit is not Normal, nor is it healthy
So it’s not that I’m a failure.
I’m fucking human, and I need balance
So it’s not that I’m a failure.
I’m fucking human, and I need balance
All these years... beating myself up 
wow
wow
