it makes me tear up when mashiho mentioned that he's been dancing for so long that the routine has been repetitive so he's finding ways to make training interesting and changes his routine. no matter how much you love something, it can get tiring but he keeps on going for us.

guys, do you remember this? i get teary because it feels like mashiho rarely opens up but when he opens up, he really reveals a vulnerable side of him. i think about little mashiho skipping games with friends for dance training and i'm

you'll never understand why i have so much love or this boy and why i always want the best and most for him. i just want him to be HERE and feel like all those hardwork and love he put into training was worth it. i don't want him to feel like this is all there is to all of that.