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okay so this thread will stay up but i’m going to say this before i bring up any screenshots or anything. I AM DOING THIS BECAUSE I AM TIRED OF THE MANIPULATION. i stowed away my emotions and shit because i know that bella has MANY self-destructive behaviors that i honestly am ++
scared will come up after doing this but i’m not going to shut up anymore. first, we’ll start off with the very beginning of my interactions with them. it was a simple me domming them and them subbing for me. the morning after, they expressed interest and i accepted. ++
the very first situation of potential manipulation and such is when i asked them if they would mind us having a open/poly relationship. they initially responded with yes and reassured me in that stance. once i started responding to cc’s, that stance immediately changed. pt 1 ++
pt 2 ++
pt 3. her lying and admitting to it threw me off but nonetheless i was sure to let go of my interest and then things were normal. i had grown to have great interest in them and i really liked them a lot. however, the past week has led to a lot more manipulation. ++
pt 1 of the breakup. now, i want to say that the use of mental health being the reason you break up is very valid. HOWEVER, using it as a means of evading and manipulation is not okay in any way at all. this is what really made me hesitant on what to do next and their flirty ++
behavior with others did nothing to help my concern and hesitance. after this conversation, i did not front at all due to helping lily and making sure she was okay in our inner world. if i did, it was a brief sentence maybe and i switched. when we switch, no other alter looks ++
at another alter’s conversations out of respect for each other. that is how we maintain things and many people that we interact with know and are okay with this. this is where i became very confused and just thrown around. they “claimed” me and i respected it.
i have never had a romantic partner before so i saw nothing of those ss. however, cece and grayson stepped in and watched out for me on stuff that would happen since i couldn’t front. that is where we get the next situation. this is pt 1 of the ss.
and pt 2 of the ss follows. grayson was asking a simple question and he ended up switching out with another alter early into that conversation. it came back yesterday and finished out the conversation. i switched and finished out the conversation entirely. this all leads into ++
today. today is where we cut things off and i officially decided to speak up. after all of that, they redid their pinned to “want a relationship not just sex”. i only assumed they were done with our interactions and wanted to move on as such. ++
i seriously lost it (my bad) but the constant rollercoaster of emotions followed by the everchanging opinions from them just made it all too much. i’m not doing this to say “you need to unfollow this” and such. i’m doing this because for whoever decides to pursue future things ++
with them needs to know how they treat situations and their behaviors. the @ is DEVlLWH0RE. that’s all there is for this thread.
