Read on Twitterso it seems like you have a lot of ideas and directions that you want to follow but there seems to be an issue either with a lack of drive or a fear of failure that prevents you from pursuing any idea, thus leaving you stagnant.
like there’s a lot of unused potential right now which is such a shame. and the thing is is that failure in life is inevitable. no one can ever be perfect because perfection simply does not exist in a flawed society.
your fears and feelings of inadequacy are understandable and they’re valid, but will you let them burn out the fire within you? the reality is that if you want something, you will likely have to work for it, and sometimes even have to struggle a bit to earn it.
what i’m also seeing here is an expectation for things to fall into your lap & this is your reminder that this is not how the universe works. if you want something, you work for it. and even if you do fail, will you try again or will you scrap the whole idea and run away from it?
maybe some of you need to make a decision in your life that would catapult you in the direction that you want to follow—changing majors, quitting a job, moving homes, etc., but you’ve been avoiding that decision. but in doing that, you’ve created more anxiety for yourself.
and by avoiding this decision, the more stuck you feel, and perhaps the less motivated you feel. so it’s this big cycle that can actually be broken once you choose to stop running away & decide to move forward in the direction you want.
and of course that is much easier said than done, but what do you have to lose? honestly? yeah change is scary and tower moments can be overwhelming but they provide a blank slate from which we can build something so much more beautiful and stable.
the number 2 is coming up for you, which relates to decision making (and indecision), diplomacy, duality, peacemaking. in what ways might you be prolonging your decision by always “seeing the other side”?
