I& #39;m VERY hesitant to sound like I& #39;m ever equating bc I& #39;m a white male.

The word "faggot" to me is very painful. VERY very painful.

I was called that repeatedly growing up until I was 12 or so.

Some schoolmates won& #39;t know what I& #39;m talking about but I was called it almost daily
It was violent.

Degrading.

That bullying is always with me. That pain is inside me today.

I cannot accept anyone who is not https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🏳️‍🌈" title="Regenbogen-Flagge" aria-label="Emoji: Regenbogen-Flagge"> saying that word.

A violent affront to me. I don& #39;t care what the context is.

I won& #39;t accept a str8 person saying it in my presence.
I was assaulted while that word was employed.

When another kid was in a fight or beaten up, that was the word they were condemned with.

That was the word violent gay bashers used in my time growing up.
I even get upset when https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🏳️‍🌈" title="Regenbogen-Flagge" aria-label="Emoji: Regenbogen-Flagge"> use it. I& #39;ve had bitter arguments about it.

I& #39;m not comfortable with my own community using it.

For me, because of that almost daily trauma, it& #39;s a frightening, foul word for me.

For me it& #39;s not a word I can "reclaim". Never.

It& #39;s just way too painful
It was never MY word.

It was a WEAPON that was used to bludgeon my insides.

But I recognize I& #39;m older and that was a different time and other https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🏳️‍🌈" title="Regenbogen-Flagge" aria-label="Emoji: Regenbogen-Flagge"> use it free of what it was to me.

I *grudgingly* tolerate it but only just, from other LGBTQ2.

But THAT& #39;S it. No one else.
So I think on *some* level I might have a tiny sense at least of how black people feel with & #39;THAT& #39; word. What it means to them.

I fully support students at the University of Ottawa.

And the Bloc is wrong.

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