As if we needed another reminder that 2020 is trash, I see a serial harasser in the SFF community is back online after a mere four months. I’m a nobody and I don’t usually rant but here we go /THREAD
I cannot describe how absolutely crushing it was to see so many authors I looked up to revealed as sexual predators and otherwise disguising people back in June.
Being an aspiring author is lonely. You allow yourself to dream of friendship and success. There’s a sense of belonging and achievement that comes from gaining entry into professional circles.
People carry so much weight when they’re niche-famous. The possibility that we could one day meet and become friends is less far-fetched. After all, we’re just a bunch of book nerds. So when they fall it hurts me too.
It’s painful to detach. It’s embarrassing to admit these dreams in the first place. Even now, I blame myself for being taken in. And I’m angry.
I’m angry that after four months I’m still mourning the loss of security in my hobby. My stomach lurches when I hear one of these names. And now, in this hellhole of a year, before I’ve had a chance to heal, he’s back.
And he’s back like it’s nothing. Imagine the privilege. In a political climate that is mourning RBG, terrified of what’s to come, holding our breath for the next few weeks. He chooses this moment to return. Imagine.
I’m shaking as I type this. I’m a nobody but I can’t be silent.
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