tw/// suicide, self harm

hi. i only have a few minutes to explain but basically, last night i wanted to kill myself. i wanted nothing more than to flick open my knife and slice my neck open. my life has crumbled away right before my eyes. my mom, step dad and sister are abusive https://twitter.com/yallneedjuice/status/1319072385602064387

my life is filled with shit and i’m constantly getting used. i’ve had it dude, i can’t stand this anymore. jade talked me out of doing anything but god dude i want to. i’ve had it with life. i’m done trying to be nice. nobody even fucking talks to me

nobody asks me how i am, or hangs out with me, or anything. i’m alone. but everyone always acts like they care. it’s just annoying. i can’t continue this thread yet because i have to leave but i’ll add more later.