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C shares her unsolicited thoughts: a thread
I came to a realisation since I got s worded from my main account.
ever since that happened this sunday morning, I& #39;ve found a very big discomfort scrolling through my tl on main
at first I didn& #39;t know why, which made me annoyed and upset at myself
ever since that happened this sunday morning, I& #39;ve found a very big discomfort scrolling through my tl on main
at first I didn& #39;t know why, which made me annoyed and upset at myself
now after some reflection and some time away from it, I understood where that discomfort and anxiety came from
seeing all my moots interact and not being able to do it as well made me sad and gave me an unexplainable anxiety
seeing all my moots interact and not being able to do it as well made me sad and gave me an unexplainable anxiety
the annoying fear of abandonment in the back of my mind
I fear they will forget about me, will find better people and not wanting to be associated with me anymore
fear of being forgotten, abandoned, left to rot alone
I fear they will forget about me, will find better people and not wanting to be associated with me anymore
fear of being forgotten, abandoned, left to rot alone
something i have always heard was that "people come and go"
everyone is disposable, everyone can be replaced
but there& #39;s people I don& #39;t want them to go
and I fear they have let go of me, that now that I& #39;m "gone", they don& #39;t want me back anymore
everyone is disposable, everyone can be replaced
but there& #39;s people I don& #39;t want them to go
and I fear they have let go of me, that now that I& #39;m "gone", they don& #39;t want me back anymore
for much stupid this may sound, I find it very dumb indeed, but it& #39;s still valid
I want to believe that I& #39;m valid regardless my feelings and my way to cope with things
I want to believe that I& #39;m valid regardless my feelings and my way to cope with things
I& #39;m really trying to tell myself that.
that I& #39;m valid and there& #39;s people out there who haven& #39;t forgotten me, who miss me and who still like me
that I& #39;m valid and there& #39;s people out there who haven& #39;t forgotten me, who miss me and who still like me
I& #39;m afraid to go back
I& #39;m scared of being rejected
hopefully, this is just the negativity of my brain playing tricks of me and distorting reality
I& #39;m scared of being rejected
hopefully, this is just the negativity of my brain playing tricks of me and distorting reality
I don& #39;t really have a conclusion for this thread
I just wanted to let this out of my chest
and now that I have, I feel slightly better
I just wanted to let this out of my chest
and now that I have, I feel slightly better
